Purpose of Life, Connection, and the Evolution of the Soul

"Remember, all physical attributes are only manifestations of the spiritual--and fleeting ones at that. Tempus fugit but--or should I say sed--tempus non esse. You've heard it before... or wait, you're going to hear it soon. In What Dreams May Come, them folks who were posing as dead... well, they were dead but... they manifested as aspects of their spiritual attributes. So a kindly soul might manifest as Florence Nightingale. And an idiot might manifest as someone from Crawford, Texas... o I'm bad.

"Collective spirits are not the same as coordinate spirits. Did I mention companion spirits. I theenk not. Complementary? And you better say yes because that's all I have given you. Complementary are elements of entities. They complete the pattern. Complementary, complete... see. And 'comple' plus 'ete' or 'mentary'--same root.

"But what is a coordinated spirit, one that can dance? And the other kinds. Watch out for compound spirits: two-faced liars. You think they match, but only while you're watching. And dipole coordinated spirits... don't ask, don't tell. Actually, it's simple: 2 entities which must move on together because their energy is a coordinate around a single expression of being. And you say, 'huh.' And I say, those stories were about this: Adam and Eve and Romulus and Remus, Sylvester and Tweetie, Vishnu and Shiva. Without both you have nothing. And without both in balance you have trouble... yessir, trouble right here in Judgment City.

"So, I will get to the others... or not. Now it is time to get serious... woof. Or not. Don't assume that because I put the process of Spiritual Persistence in simple plain terms that it is that simple or plain. Remember that 1 + 1 = 2 is both simple and amazingly elegant. The simplest notions point to life's complexities just as complex compound spirits do. And we will get back to that. Have to prime the pump before you can go to the well." (3/26/2004 - V#83)



"Collective entities--not to be confused with compound and complementary and coordinate. And there are no collateral ones but actually all are collateral... if time is infinite and expansive and meaningless. Did you say correlative. But a correlative entity would not be causative and so it would have no effect and if it has no effect it effectively isn't, so don't go there.

"Collective entity is one that is not only more complex by reason of its own building on complementary, more elementary entities, but one that begins to mirror the whole of the All That Is. Actually, all entities which are complex are collective, but at the most elementary levels you couldn't tell. But at some levels one could begin to sense that the entity is all it is and... aha... more--just like All That Is. Something gets added to the equation; the complexity weighs in with its own meaning. And guess what, humans are right on the cusp between the 'something more' being insignificant and being something. So we get a glimpse of that something more in some entities and not in others. It's there in all but not to the same extent.

"So, we have lots of entities which have the 'more' but don't show it, and a few that show some more more, and a fewer still that show a lot more more. And what we recognize as more, and celebrate in the great entities, is just a tiny glimpse of what is along the entity trail.

"So you are functioning like complementary spirits--but you are collective but don't know how to know and use that. Ah, so much learned and so much to learn.

"Understand? If you do, let me know. I don't get it but I say it. I have a slightly better glimpse and no need to waste energy on being physical. Whoa, do you know how much work it is to be physical? Ok, that's the spiel for this session. And remember, I'm trying to use models which can be understood by your wee wittle brains, but the reality is more astounding than any model I can suggest or any words I know.

"I just feel like a kid who has run up onto the top of a hill and, seeing a great cathedral spire in the distance, tries to yell back down to my family in the dell what I've seen. But since I've never seen it before, I have to use words from the past, not the vision. So maybe I get a good description of the spire, or maybe you think I've spotted an elephant with a tusk stuck up in the air or maybe a water tower or maybe a tree that has been struck by lightning. Until these images are in our 'past' we will only be seeing illusions." (3/29/2004 - V#84)




"So, you vant I should speak more about spirit entities. Vhat's to say. Oy, the entities, vhat a mess... coming and going, coming and going, growing and going. But wait, the rowers keep rowing and the danger keeps on growing... oy, don't ask.

"I gave you some terms about coordinated and compound and etc. (not to mention confused) entities. All of this is metaphorical, so I will try it another way, ok?

"How many dimensions are there. A lot and then some! Let's just say a bazillion. But we are made of less complex stuff, and for them there were how many dimensions. A bazillion... and so forth. So in this level of development you get how many possible realities just in yourself? A bazillion factorially: 1 x 2 x 3 x 4... up to a bazillion. But each of the infinite parts of you have how many inherent possibilities. A bazillion factorially. So, a bazillion factorially of an infinite number of elements makes? One hell of a lot of possibilities. So I would run out of descriptors before I ran out of possibilities. And some are just shadings of another. Huh.

"Ok. 1,000 people in a line, but it's different if they all face right or ahead or if one gets out of line... CT, back. So when I describe some of the major trends, I am not even coming close to talking about all. But the question becomes if the entity in some level of complexity has an integrity. And here's the kicker: remember what we did with time? Threw it out. So not only do you have all the complexity of the lesser complex expressions of your entity, but all the more complex as well... already, not yet.

"So, we could take models from this stage of complexity and use them to describe spirit and it would work and be accurate and be totally misleading and a failure at the same time. This level gives us gifts of abstraction and curses of limitations. So there! Ponder that.

"And the most confused are those who think they know it all. Certainties about unknowns and unknowables is stupid... stupid. A wise respect for one's ignorance is a great sign of wisdom. Only the short-sighted really see the horizon, but it's not far enough off to mean anything. The loud noises the deaf can hear do not contain the whispers of angels. And the foolish will always shout while the wise stay silent. And we'll never have that recipe again!

"Did I ever tell you about my grandmother who made the same dishes each week? Too bad she lost the recipes. Recipes--like formulae and scripts--keep things from getting much better, but they thankfully keep things from getting much worse. And the Constitution is only a recipe--but no, not a dish ready to reheat and serve for drop-in company.

"Dried flowers provide the sweet aroma of memory, but never the deep scent of presence... oooo. Enough." (4/16/2004 - V#85)



"So, I bring you a whole lot of caveats. And if I proceed, you must agree to keep them in mind. I (state your name), do swear or affirm that you won't hold Rikkity liable for what you misunderstand. Here's the caveats--which apply to most everything I say... ARF.... and not that! Grrrr. Sometimes what I said and what I say seem to hold contradictions. Sometimes they seem to have holes in them big enough to fit a Schwarzenegger through. And sometimes they seem to be missing something. Hey, live with it and grow with it. I can't express in limited terms what is infinite, and I have to build up little structures of understanding. People want seers to make perfect linear sense in the way that perfect linear sense is currently understood, but they also want it to be visionary. I ask you, have you ever seen a perfect photograph that was visionary? So here goes:

"I have spoken about the kinds of entities that are to come. Right now we get the spirit and body types--which sometimes actually are connected. But when we move on, over, above, under, next, whatever, we aren't going to be human... no, not even bodily nor even spirit, as we think of spirit. Whoa. It would be damn boring to be spirit kept the same, while the trappings eternally change. So we become something else: next level entity! But not all entities are equal, but all are needed. Just as an entity is composed of diversity at this level, so, too, there.

"And some will find their entityship (I like making up words) by what is analogous to collection: get the group together and see what happens; energy expressed as conglomeration. Others are coordinate: gathering around some value or vision, or some other 'v' word... which, of course, is not 'v,' but hey. And the energy of that entity is in its expression of what all hold but none have. And there are other possibilities... actually, many! And some exist to express their energy and some to conserve their energy and some to build with their energy and, yes, I am afraid, some to destroy with their energy. Remember, we are in the infinite middle of the process toward oneness, and we are still learning how to express and use energy. And you didn't think it would all get learned as humans, did you, you egomaniacal ones? And I get the impression we are destined for the creative coordinate entityship... but that's down the road a few more lives and deaths.

"Now, before anyone says 'O sure, they're getting the big creative coordinate one, and I'll probably get the collective destructive one,' remember all of those entities are also necessary for what comes after them. And who knows, maybe the collective destructive entities can learn and remember what they need very quickly as entities grow closer to oneness. And maybe the coordinate creative ones have to spend an eternity getting their identity straight. It is often easier to learn what we can't do in order to survive than to learn the little graces by which we will thrive. And that's my spiel for today." (7/25/2004 - V#86)



"Ah, back again so soon and clueless. Sandy, we do love the little ones, don't we... woof. See how they ponder... grrrr... thinking that if they ponder hard enough, they will get ultimate answers--whilst they be but far from even penultimate clues. But who are we to speak... grrr... growl, since in an infinite universe we are no more ultimate than they... rrrr. But hey, we are no more clueless than they, either... woof. Stuck in the middle with them--which reminds me, for no apparent reason, of a flashlight... grrr?

"When you are in a dark space and can see nothing... yelp... and you put on a torch (that's a sop to my Brit friends). But back to the torch: You see a world illuminated by its rays, and if it is bright enough, you see enough to proceed and function, etc. But that does not mean you see all.

"Spiritual systems are like torches: They let us see more, but never all. And there is always more beyond their rays than illuminated by them. And if you think the tunnel of light leads to the ultimate, there'll be much in the shadows of your knowing. And what lies out of sight and knowing will always limit how much you know, and not knowing that there is more to be seen will corrupt what you do see.

"The only purity is the whole. And no subset of the whole can be pure, because the lack of knowledge of the unknown of the whole renders the known less than pure... grrrr. A little knowledge is a dangerous thing, in other words.

"And it is all too easy to believe--because every grain of sand contains the universe--that we can deduce the universe from every grain of sand, using our limited perspectives. Just as we cannot exist separately from All That Is, and All That Is must contain us, we cannot surmise All That Is from us--even though we gather a thousand clues. For every thousand clues we find and understand, there will be another thousand yet to be seen and understood.

"Hell, when you walk across Europe and get to Normandy and look west, you haven't got a clue about the worlds out there. Same with ideas. And same with the future of butter substitutes--creamier, better tasting is always on the horizon. And what about the billions who thought it flat, and fell off... oopppeeeeaaaa." (7/29/2004 - V#87)




"And now, ponder this: In electricity, you can hook up several batteries all in a row and get higher voltage, or hook them up in parallel and get higher current. Papa told me this, I don't know electricity. So both schemes build on the energy of the batteries, but in different ways. So, among those coordinate entities that focus and use energy to enhance, there are many subsets of how to do it. And the universe needs an infinite variety of energy foci--different ways of expressing the potential for more than simply 'is.' The universe supplies a bag of batteries, but the subsets use them in different ways. And all are needed.

"By the way, some subsets of energy-using entities exist, too. Not all black holes work the same way. And Stephen Hawking, take note! Not all black holes are created equal... but that's another story.

"So, if we all is a subset of coordinate entityship, we are one of infinite models. So I'll take the 2005 in pink with the CD player... or not.

"We are one of the subsets of enhancement: creative coordinate (or, as we say, moo). And maybe they're not batteries, but fuel cells. I'm just giving symbolic analogies. And if I told you, I'd be dead... wait, I am. If I gave you the details, you couldn't understand, and that's because I don't understand.

"Mysteries arch o'er our beings, waiting for certainty in more complex manifestation. The mysteries are already here but not yet ours. Why use the word 'God' for something static and either known or surmised, when it would be a great word for the mystery behind it all--gracious potential. And so, I'll shut up while I'm ahead." (8/6/2004 - V#88)




"The world is changing, but that's always true... hee hee. Vision can make change acceptable. For example, if you know that you really really really want to go on a trip, then the changes necessary aren't so bad. And with real vision they feel like fulfillment, not change. Ever have that feeling where you get someplace--either real or figurative--and it just feels right, and more right than before? That's what it means.

"Look for the center. And remember, the center does not have to be big. Ok, I give you an analogy. Mountain climbing: Could have 100 teams on a mountain taking 100 different routes, but all focused on the top--which is just a tiny spot of land. From the air they may look like crazed ants, but with the peak in focus they look like converging ballet stars. Oops, one just fell... ouch. Sandy, rescue-dog time... ARF. He gets the mountain souls.

"So, for example, if someone who shall remain clueless... oops, I mean nameless... were to offer a vision of safety but with repression, is that a place where, when you got there, you'd say 'It feels right.' I don't theeenk so.

"If you use spiritual calculus, you get more than connections; you get an apparent center--which may not be an actual center, but act as if one. Ok, reverse image: Negative people coalesce around their negativity, though their gripes may be very different. The unemployed and the hurt may connect--but only through suffering, not details. So, on the other side, many may be striving toward the good, but there are many goods. What binds them is not the vision, but having vision.

"Those who sense that change can contain good things are bound together. So much for pith.

"Remember, spiritual evolution requires a faith in the expanding goodness of all creation. Believe or act as if the core is bad, and you get to go back and do it all over again and again." (9/8/2004 - V#89)



"What is the center. Doughnuts... Dunkin' original, with mocha.

"Ever considered that the things we usually took as values are a result of something more? Maybe the center is something which contains and creates all the specifics (hint) <grin>!

"Just like doughnuts: Sometimes the center is just an empty space surrounded by the reality. But if you picture the doughnut's center as part of the dough, you can't see the doughnut and may miss the center... unless it's jelly, but those are not really doughnuts, they're Berliners. Ich bin ein doughnut of the jelly persuasion. So, what centers all the values you hold as central." (9/12/2004 - V#90)



"The center is potential. Unless you believe the center holds more than already is, then what's the point! The doughnut is what is, and the center is what is beyond what is. Got it. So, unless you are focusing on some measure of not-yet-but-possible, you are either regressing or standing still. But since others are moving, standing still won't do (see PtoP above).

"Footnote: Rikkity often repeats herself--which could be indicative of her forgetfulness, or our density. Whichever, we are thankful for her persistence--both spiritual and informative. End footnote.

"A good story repeats the salient points (e.g., 'Nevermore').

"Got to believe that the center is potential. Otherwise, it's all downhill from here and always has been--a degrading of Creation, which would imply an inherent insufficiency in Creation; flawed design, recalled model. But it hasn't been recalled, it is still unfolding... except where it is so tightly folded that all we get is a cosmic cootie catcher <joke>.

"As the potential unfolds, some choose to follow the creases--thinking the folding was essential--and they miss the larger realities. That's one of life's challenges: to know the difference between the essential and the coincidental.

"Here's a test: Take a piece of paper and fold it once lengthwise and then once widthwise. Make the folds crisp. Now unfold the paper and show it to someone and ask what they see. Bet very few will say 'A piece of paper.' Most will notice the folds or the rectangles, not the whole.

"Potential is another way of saying there are always larger wholes that transcend the specific. And most of humanity's great spiritual traditions have found the folds, not the whole. Too bad... but also, what potential!

"Ok, ponder that. Write it down on a piece of paper. Now, fold the paper two ways, put it in your pocket, launder your jeans, discover the wad of folded pulp after drying, try opening it up, and you'll get a few phrases that make sense... and a lot of mess. You might even think the glob is the real thing. Religions, so far, have been built on washing mistakes like this. A whole gets folded and pulped and deconstructed, and then discovered and partly interpreted and made the truth--when it's just a poor remnant of the potential that exists.

"Ok, enough. PithWorks copyright." (9/18/2004 - V#91)



"Don't get too quick to apply human overlays on potential. I offer an example: a heavy rain. Ok, that's the potential. Now, does it fill up empty wells or wash out a dam and flood a valley. Does it become a mountain stream that makes enough power that tons of coal don't get burned and many don't die from asthma, or does it fall in the sea with little effect. Rain as potential--good or bad is not an element in it. One of the greatest gifts of being human is the ability to see good and bad. And one of the greatest curses of being human is to assign those values to that which is neither.

"It just is, was, will be... or not. What happened to my physical being was not bad just because it was sad. What we don't like is not necessarily bad... but that soup at the diner, ugh.

"Potential is beyond, but, at the same time, includes." (10/2/2004 - V#92)



"Let's continue. We often hear about architects who are said to have created plans for a building. Now, unless their plans held no elements ever seen in a building before, they didn't create it; they merely drew it and assembled it. But creation speaks to conversion of potential in ways that are unique.

"A mom and a dad, we hope, do not create their children--because that would mean they would be unlike any other child. They bring into being what is one of the creations of existence. Usually when we speak of something being creative, we are talking about 99 and 44/100th of same old same old and just a smidgen of something new. Re-creation and creation are not the same! But this holds great promise for everyone. The challenge of existence is not to convert potential into reality at the 100 percent level, which we would all fail to do, but rather to add our own little fraction which is creative.

"You can't change the basic recipe for mashed potatoes, but somebody got creative and added garlic... yum. See what I mean. Don't have to climb Everest, but at least get to the top of your own backyard--because, as we know, if it isn't in your own backyard....

"Potential is infinite, but that shouldn't keep us from seeing the finite. If you miss the sight of the Moon because you're looking for the edge of the universe, maybe you missed your potential for wonder. And why do so many try to exploit the slightly larger fraction that the great ones have disclosed, rather than really see their own portion.

"Hey, just remember that in an infinite universe without time, nothing is new under the sun. But that shouldn't keep us from fulfilling and enhancing what is 'us' so the whole can grow in wholeness. Ponder on, dudes." (10/11/2004 - V#93)



"So as I was saying to Plato the other day, how can one separate the physical and the spiritual and assume different realities for each. Think of the consequences. If A were to be true there but not here, how can it be true. And at the same time, if B is true here, how can it be untrue there.

"There is only one solution he and I could find to resolve this. O, you want to know?!? Ok. How could there seem to be a different set of truths for here and there... or, if you like, there and here. If all truths--even those proven in their own realms--are portions, not totalities, and portions of larger potential, then A can be true and B can be true if they are portions of the larger truth AB. And in an infinite universe we are talking about ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ ad infinitum.

"Classical Western theology has always posited a heavenly realm which is truer than the physical, but we agree both are as true and as untrue here and there... there and here--potential revealed and actualized, just different portions. Can you imagine an entity which is not part of All That Is. Can't do it! So every entity is part of All That Is, be it physical or spiritual or whatever--and there's a lot of whatever out there... and here. So, Entity A is and Entity B is, and neither proves the nonexistence of the other. This is a sum total game!

"But at the same time, if A and B seem contradictory, then there must be a larger reality in which both are embraced. Differences always remind us of larger unities.

"And to suppose all the truths sit on one side--either physical or spiritual--is to deny the whole, and I don't know about you but I ain't going there. I seek the larger whole. And guess what: The larger whole seeks me because potential tends toward fulfillment. Actually, big hint! It isn't potential if it does not tend toward fulfillment because then it might not hold any potential. Hmmm... ponder that!

"Who was that deep dudette. Not me, us--in the grand fulfilling meaning sense. A thought holds only potential until it is shared and understood. Get it?

"Hombre clientele: 'Hey meester, you got a eego,' I say to heem, 'use eet. Don't ignore eet. Eet ees de portal to de potentiale.' For, if you can't embrace it with self, then it can't be embraced at all. Ultimately, nothing which is abstract is real. At least, that's my theory." (10/15/2004 - V#94)



"It can't be here and not there--one reality, different planes.

"Always think unity; if you don't, you've got big problems. Ok, let's say there are 2 realities--which means there are things which are not true for you, but are elsewhere. Which is the truer? If it is yours, then the other is to some degree less true. I remember him, Les True... but that's another story.

"If another plane exists in which things are less true, then they are less real; so you have an unbalanced whole. But wait, if there's a whole that contains both, then there is a unity; so the two must not be part of a whole. That would imply a creation that is less than perfect--which would mean it would not cohere around its own truth and it would slowly dissolve into its inherent deficiency. So the other plane would either disappear or have to be essentially equal to this. And if it's equal, then it's not separate, and we get back to a unity one way or another. If it appears that different laws apply here other than there, it's just because you don't yet fully sense the unity. But hey, isn't that what spiritual enhancement is about--sensing the larger unity until the whole is known. But I digress.

"No separate but equal--the Supreme Court said so. Ok, let's say there were 2 separate realities that were equal. Wouldn't their equalities connect them. Just because you can't see the connections, doesn't mean they're not there. Correlation is not causation, but causation can correlate. Just because you don't see the links between the butterfly in Beijing and the weather in Joliet, doesn't mean there is no causal link. If you could see it all, you'd be it all. And guess what, you will... but not next week, because next week is just a construct of a constipated spiritual stage. You're stuck in time. Try Philip's Milk of Amnesia and get unstuck. Non-habit forming." (10/18/2004 - V#95)



"So, we wonder, are spirits preconditioned to their combinations. And is this what is meant by karma. Yes. Since not all spirits will combine with all other spirits to make a sustainable entity, then it follows that any given entity will only meaningfully combine with a limited number of other entities. But in an infinite universe, won't there be infinite entities in each finite subset. Duh, of course, but that doesn't negate the lack of meaningful connection to an infinite set of others. You are not going to get complex with just anybody. And so your path must lead, over lives, to those connections that are yours. And when you are moving in that path, it all becomes more evident–each life a sifting away of what is not essentially you.

"And along the way a few false tries at connecting... ouch, back to here. Remember, what we call life is disassembly for some from more complex realms. Not everyone gets here this time from less complexity. Some are here at this level over and over and over. But some also arrive back here because they tried to take a path not theirs.

"Some need to take one, and some others. There is not one path to fulfillment, but there is one path for you to fulfillment. Don't mistake the one truth for the other. Too many do that. 'I'm saved,' they yell and assume it will be the same for everyone. Why do we think it's fine to have a diversity of reaction to foods and styles and vacation places, etc., and not for more ultimate things.

"Having everyone have the same religion or follow the same God would be like declaring we'll only have one ice cream flavor. And then the heretics would be Howard Johnson's and Baskin Robbins. Ponder that." (1/28/2005 - V#96)




"Precision is a form of torture of an organic universe. O what pith! And precision knows no room for change and growth, and so is the antithesis of creation. Maybe the anti-Christ is not the one who opposes Jesus, but the one who denies creation. I don't know, I ponder... I wander.

"One of the worst mistakes we can make is to believe that only some who now are dead can do the central work of the world. Your world is filled with TJs, and some of them still deliver milk. Don't look back, look forward. Keep your eyes on the prize, don't turn around and talk to the backseat passengers. Ok, adjust your mirrors and let's go. Road trip." (2/15/2005 - V#97)




"Let's talk about change. Most people think that change happens to them, but it is more like one catching up to where one is. We think we are behind the curve but we are actually making the curve and then following it. Hasn't some change felt both strange and familiar at once... aha.

"Few changes ever are really changes that are happening, they are ones that have happened. It's a quantum thing again. We see the change when it reaches a certain level, but it has been just below that level for a long time.

"And isn't it amazing how when we open ourselves (and our elves) to the change, our past seems to fit right in and often fits in better! If change were the awful, terrible, fearsome, disruptive thing we claim, it would rob us of our past, but it doesn't. We won't wander far from our essence through changes, though we may delude ourselves that some realities are ours. I could go on for hours and hours about our things that are... and are hours ours, I don't know.

"If it really were change, not evolution, you wouldn't recognize it and it would feel more like an abduction. Change occurs in your known, but not yet fully explored, context. If it were an intrusion, not a process... whoa, then I'd be afraid, I'd be very afraid. But what peeps experience as change is not intrusion, but invitation.

"And if we could not see it fitting, that's intrusion... and damn scary and psychotic. Pieces don't fit for the mentally ill. The sequences don't make sense, and so many of them then resist changes. To them, it appears as intrusion. 'Whoa,' they say, 'where did that come from.' And health is getting back the sense of 'O, yeah, it came from me... or the former me'... or the former Miss Alabama. The healthy put the pieces in place and see a picture that informs. The unhealthy either can't put the pieces together and make sense, or they put all the pieces together and delude themselves into thinking they see something–you know, the kinds who put together jigsaw puzzles without regard for pieces matching and then say the resultant picture makes sense. Sure! Right! I think this is enough pith." (3/9/2005 - V#98)




"Ok, a bad marketing idea: clues for the clueless. Because the clueless can't tell clues from shit. The clueless need to be shown how clues can help and how clues work and much more, and then clues might be useful. It's like the story of the people out in the wilderness who received an airdrop of things and were so happy to get the food. Later, when they were again starving, the plane came by with another airdrop of tools and a note which asked 'How did the seeds do.' Clues for the clueless." (4/8/2005 - V#99)



"So the big question is: Will we remember this life. And the answer is no... and yes. Specifically, you remember what you have learned and remembered but not the circumstances. It's the remembered part that counts, not the cause. And some snippets of specific experiences will be in dreams and déja vu and the like. But do you get a full transcript? No. And who wants one.

"You will be drawn to the essentials without knowing why--in the fabric of being. Once something is truly part of you, you don't experience it as a choice or an option, but as an identity. So, take breathing. You do it and that's it and when you forget to do it, goodbye. So, too, with spiritual underpinnings... but not spiritual underpants.

"If it weren't there, you'd find a way to discover it. Hey, maybe this is the way you discover what you knew before... hmmm... maybe this is not your first time around with this. Think it started just now? Nothing is ever lost. And in parallel realities, there is so much. So don't think past and future; think 'other'--which is also the same as 'here.' The other is the same. Puzzle that phrase." (4/17/2005 - V#100)



"So, on the subject of my prior discourse (as measured in your linearity), I meant you and this both generically and specifically. It happens to all beyond first-timers: things of this level remembered but needing rediscovery. Like, I mean those Dead Sea Scrolls--had to find them when the memories were retained. Somebody who was there at closure was finally back there to open. Continuities often masquerade as discoveries. Ponder that snootful.

"So, get it? If it is true without reference to time, it will reemerge. And one way of seeing it is memory." (4/21/2005 - V#101)



"Let's re-posit several things. Nothing which is is ever lost to the universe... or in the universe or near the universe. And all things exist side by side without time. But lives flow through the web of All, taking snapshots as if of a trip, and supposing them to be a linearity. So history is a string of reports from people who took almost similar journeys through the infinite possibilities. And some noticed along the way something of value which later they wanted to revisit, but since the 'before' was another life journey, they can only visit it as discovery. And since everything is around forever, it is always possible to discover what has been known and lost... except for that one pink top I borrowed from her.

"See what I mean. And, in the world beyond time, sometimes we discover things out of sequence because sequence makes no sense without time. So, we discover x but when we do, x means nothing. But we remember x because it was different because it meant nothing. Then later the meaning catches up with x, and we remember x and put x together with its meaning and discover it all over again. Just ponder that until you go crazy." (4/22/2005 - V#102)



"So, have you got it yet--the concept of eternal being. Discoveries are just memories in an infinite universe. Everything has already been experienced, but some of it was experienced after now.

"In the complexity of existence, there are emergent patterns which point to universal understandings. And get this: Most of them are not contained in science nor theology.

"So the truly wise seek not that which seems new, but that which seems inclusive, exhaustive, and universal--even when they seem to be moving counter-current to prevalent wisdom. I gave you pith." (4/25/2005 - V#103)



Wedding Reading

"Let me truly and wisely speak of connections. We all seek connection, but often do not understand that when we say connection we are speaking in four dimensions. For the word to have its fullest meaning, we must know and live these four dimensions.

"First is the connection to self. If we do not fully and honestly connect to ourselves, there is no possibility we can connect with others. Once we are connected as the selves we are, bringing together the many facets of our own spirits, then we are ready for the other dimensions of connection.

"We are ready to make connections to find those places in our beings at which our spirits and the spirits of others match to form complements and fulfill us and them. Here is where hearts find companionship in life together. Then we can live in connection as two become a new one. Connections of lives in this way yields a new being which would never have been without such connection.

"And finally, such enlivened connection finds a way to create connections. Freed of the limitations of a single spirit, we are
blessedly opened to possibilities of connection we could not have known. Beginning with that honest connection to self, we open outward to first one, then to us, and then to All. And onto this blessed journey all are invited, but only the daringly loving proceed.

"For such a journey we give note this day and ask blessings to abide in that shared unfolding journey of love and connection." (4/29/2005 - V#104)




"God leaves but only a small child notices, and laughs. At the edge of town, some UUs throw him a bon voyage party. He takes their baggage with him. What a spirit.

"Ok, question time: Is God a team player? Discuss. But seriously, religion needs to decide if God is a team player, and not worry so much about who is on the team. Ponder that pith." (5/9/2005 - V#105)



"Now, I want to ask you a question: Why do you think people want to settle for being people after they die, when they could instead look forward to being spirit. I mean, all we hear in most lives is about how our bodies ache and we have to house them and feed them and care for them, so what's the deal with wanting eternity with bodies? (Even ones as magnificent as mine once was... and is.) Arrogance that the human form is the top of the creative pyramid, and maybe sin as a notion is a corrupt way of acknowledging that we don't stand at the top.

"Maybe original sin is not about being condemned in this world or yours, but about the basic incompleteness of being human--which, at the same time, holds the seeds of completeness. As I sense it, the words of the physical world point to failure or success–as in, saved or sinner. But from here I sense both how far from wholeness of All That Is we are, and how far from total separation we also are. Without the total perception of both fulfillment and challenge, then we get left with sin and salvation. But our greatest sins, so to speak, are our inattentions to what we can do, and our salvation is in our attention to it. And none of that is a matter of grace or ordination.

"Every spiritual entity at every level of complexity will eventually be able to sense both, or no progress of fulfillment will ever occur. Somewhere in the 'before' of you, the elements which would become you all had to sense this greater possibility.

"You stay at a level of complexity until you sense and know that that level of being, with all its attributes and problems, is just a phase, not a permanence. To make the afterlife a permanent and perfected version of Earthly existence is to pervert the process of spiritual evolution." (8/8/2005 - V#106)



"Who am I. I am spirit that was made and is in the making and is awaiting making until the whole and the parts are one.

"I am energy and matter and other existences which have no name or existence at your complexity. And I am a barefoot blob of potential waiting for my handiwork and also waiting for the handiwork of the infinite other Yesses.

"For all the universal All is an expression of Yes in the face of No." (8/8/2005 - V#107)



“Just remember, you and I and we and they... but not him... are all about fulfilling entities, not creating them. Creation does not lead to fulfillment, but fulfillment leads to creation. But what is created has always been, as potential... 'or porridge.' CT! 'Potential polenta.' O I get it, sort of a cereal explanation.” (12/13/2005 - V#108)



"Ah, 'gracious': Now there’s a word--full of possibilities, coupled with safety and allure. An invitation to the universal YES, with assurance of benevolence. Who could ask for anything more.” (3/10/2006 - V#109)



"So, we haven’t been working on pith. Want sand? Ok, a few choice grains... grist for the mill... nitty gritty for the mind.

“I want to remind you about one of the PtoPs. Every level of complexity contains all the secrets of the universe, but not necessarily all the tools to understand (you should see what passes for Ouija boards next level!). And, of course, you all know this because at your level the basics for nuclear physics were there when the elements were only four.

“Everything for your most advanced understanding was waiting all the time, just outside the view of your previously inadequate tools. And to cheer you up, in 213 years they will be rolling on the ceiling about some of your ‘hard facts.’ And yet what they know is already here, but you can’t see or sense it. But we mathematicians in Cambridge will point the way... or not.

“Was it just a bit irritating. Ah, sand.” (3/22/2006 - V#110)



"As we think we move from spiritual level to spiritual level, we are fooling ourselves... and doing a damned good job on our elves, too. And finally, youse guys have an appropriate metaphor: it’s computer software.

“You get a disc and install it and go ‘wow’... or ‘shit!’ But in time you get to know all the features and quirks. But then you are sent an email that says ‘Unlock the assets of the program’ and you go ‘huh’ and ignore it, because the program is doing what you want. And then later you get another email with the same offer, but with more experience you don’t go ‘huh’ but rather ‘no, don’t need it.’ And later another email, and now it’s time for ‘hmmm’ but still ‘no.’ And later still--which feels like several lifetimes in computerese--you get another and say ‘ok’ and they send you a weird code and voilà, there it is. It was there all the time, but at first you couldn’t understand; then you wouldn’t see; then you caught a glimpse but it did not seem worth it or applicable to you; and then finally you could see it and how to use it and it was there, but it was there all the time. Your next level is not waiting for you; you are already with it but can’t or won’t see it... like Heaven on Earth.

“So the path of complexity doesn’t take you into new realms; it takes you into realms in new understandings--like visiting a great restaurant you first visited with a cold, but now you can smell... ‘and o boy, do you smell’... CT! Get it. Not separate realities, just more complex inclusions and perceptions.

“If this were not so, we would not be communicating--has to be a continuation of all. And the other levels are here, because they are not levels of existence but of awareness. Take a person out in a field and ask what they see. Then take 5 others out separately and compile what they see. Then take them out together and see what they see. And then let them get organized and see how much more the new entity can see. But the field stayed the same! The group is the more complex being--another level of being--but the field is the same.

“A more aware entity sees and understands more of what there is. Picture a matrix of several layers of dimensions--like the old three-dimension checkers. Where you look and how you see changes the matrix. But remember, no bunnies... matrix are for kids. ‘Rikkity!’ Mine aren’t that bad! Ponder this all... or not.

“If there were any disconnect from level to level, we wouldn’t communicate. So how do I know this shit if I haven’t connected. You reach from life to death, and I reach from life in the past to something more in the future. I get the glimpse of the more complex awareness, while you hold deeper awarenesses of the past, so to speak. Micro-levels, an infinite gradient, not a set of steps.

"Well here’s a step in the right direction... ARF. Just doing my pith.” (6/16/2006 - V#111)



"'In the sure resurrection of Jesus Christ’... sure, like we didn’t but he did. Sure. I don’t like dead people who don’t play dead. What’s all this afterlife life. Eternal life, you want that? Not me. I opt for eternal death! It’s easier.

“Ok, let’s look far into the future. Ok, but it’s now because there’s no time.

“Anymoo, you are just before One with All... ‘Hold the mustard’... CT. You are at Level Minus 1--it’s the penultimate level... just before the rooftop garden. Ok, one more upgrade of complexity and All and you are One--end of the cycle of eternity. Now, what do you have to do? Be ready to move on from what you are by combining into the All... but wait, aren’t we participating in the All now. Yes, but with a sense of separation, but then it is so close. But what you have to do is not in any sense live in differentiation, but ultimate integration. So any part of you which is still differential must end or no longer be meaningful--in other words, die. So the ultimate existence is after all lives, and is not a life but an eternal death, QED, So Be It... so there, blech.

“Life, at every level of spiritual being, is the necessary prelude to moving beyond differences, and who wants differences for eternity. I want to swim in the eternal unity--backstroke and float as part of all meaning.

“Ok. I came, I saw, I pithed.” (6/29/2006 - V#112)



"Nothing is ever ultimately and eternally hidden. If it is, it is.

“I’m dead! which is damned fine but for the disconnects. But the connections are always there, even if they are unrecognized and unused. Ponder that.” (7/12/2006 - V#113)



"Again, picture the infinite-dimensional matrix: All the dimensions with different points connecting in an infinite number of ways. So anything which was, is, or will be is connected to anything else. Now, picture a journey from one point to another through an infinite set of junctions. That journey path is a probable parallel reality to any other journey between those points, and is a probable adjunct reality to any other journey involving either of those points. And there are an infinite number of probable realities which also do not involve those points primarily and secondarily. So there are parallel universes which are not about you, but which are as valid as yours. And all of them together make up the whole. Such a mess!

“But just as there is no single way to get from A to B, so, too, for any 2 points. And every path of connection is equally valid, but we may only recognize the most direct or most probable.

“From where you are to Utica, there are many routes--some even by way of Calcutta. But you are unlikely to use that one. Or are you? You drive to Albany, fly to New York, and on to Calcutta, then fly back to DC, take a train upstate to deliver a lecture at Utica College about your trip. So you went from there to Utica by way of Calcutta. Our paths are often like that!

“Understand the connections more than the complexity, and marvel how the more complex reality offers more potential connections.

“The shortest route between 2 places may not be the most meaningful. And in spirituality, efficiency is not a virtue. Pith done, let’s play... ARF.” (7/20/2006 - V#114)



"Ok, let’s think about this big entity thingie--All That Is made up of all that is and being more. But All That Is changes with the changes of all and each part. Does that mean that the ‘more than’ changes, too? Yes! The whole, which is the All and the more, is as organic as any entity. Why, because if any portion of existence were either static or bounded, then that feature would permeate all existence, and so every part and particle would become static or bounded in the fullness of being.

“There are universal qualities which must be, or their opposites become universal. That’s the problem with most religions: They say ‘This is dynamic and that is static.’ Wellll, boys and girls, it has to be one or the other. And since I am existing in an evolving, dynamic universe, I guess the static loses. But of course, since change is universal, you should have known this.

“Ok, class, what about specific entities. Sure, there are many which are dynamic but are there any which are not? (CT not included.) So, are there. Right, can’t be. Even the slowest change is change. Yet the smallest amount of static reality could bring the whole shooting match to a halt. But it hasn’t, so I guess we are on a roll... which then raises a question for next time: Are the laws which govern change dynamic or static? Do we change in predictable ways or are the ways dynamic.

“Homework: Draw a straight line which is not straight.” (10/4/2006 - V#115)




"So put together the strings and threads and strands and cohorts and entities and what do you get, complexity or simplicity. Just say ‘yes’ and ponder it.

“Nothing fundamental can be any more complex than basic, and any less basic than complex. If the All is in each, then both and all are true.

“Complexity is a state, not a quality of comparison. Ponder it.” (10/13/2006 - V#116)

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