Purpose of Life, Connection, and the Evolution of the Soul

"This conversation is filled with potential. Name something which is not. Even nothing has a potential.

"Nature truly abhors a vacuum. That's why it's so dusty here... no no no no. So in the absence of a total nothing, which is unnatural, there is always potential. Even in the best of situations, well thought out by parents, there is the potential for mischief <grin>.

"By the way, logic is an assumption.

"You gotta be where you are, or else you've robbed the potential. The best way to reduce existence--either physical or spiritual--of its potential, is to act, think, believe, feel that potential is some other time, place, plane, form. Either it flows through All That Is or it doesn't, and we've already dispensed with the doesn't, so it must! So it is as much there as here, and now as then.

"The question is not if but then what... or huh... wha... sure... I guess. At-one-ment: because it is never something other. All the potential you ever need is available in every place and moment... but a trip to Disney wouldn't hurt." (3/13/2004 - V#81)



"Remember, all physical attributes are only manifestations of the spiritual--and fleeting ones at that. Tempus fugit but--or should I say sed--tempus non esse. You've heard it before... or wait, you're going to hear it soon. In
What Dreams May Come, them folks who were posing as dead... well, they were dead, but... they manifested as aspects of their spiritual attributes. So a kindly soul might manifest as Florence Nightingale. And an idiot might manifest as someone from Crawford, Texas... o, I'm bad.

"Collective spirits are not the same as coordinate spirits. Did I mention companion spirits. I theenk not. Complementary? And you better say 'yes' because that's all I have given you. Complementary are elements of entities. They complete the pattern. Complementary, complete... see. And comple plus ete or mentary--same root.

"But what is a coordinated spirit, one that can dance? And the other kinds. Watch out for compound spirits: two-faced liars. You think they match, but only while you're watching. And dipole coordinated spirits... don't ask, don't tell. Actually, it's simple: 2 entities which must move on together because their energy is a coordinate around a single expression of being. And you say, 'Huh.' And I say, those stories were about this: Adam and Eve and Romulus and Remus, Sylvester and Tweetie, Vishnu and Shiva. Without both, you have nothing. And without both in balance, you have trouble... yessir,
trouble right here in Judgment City.

"So, I will get to the others... or not. Now it is time to get serious... woof. Or not. Don't assume that because I put the process of Spiritual Persistence in simple plain terms, that it is that simple or plain. Remember that 1 + 1 = 2 is both simple and amazingly elegant. The simplest notions point to life's complexities, just as complex compound spirits do. And we will get back to that. Have to prime the pump before you can go to the well." (3/26/2004 - V#82)



"Collective entities--not to be confused with compound and complementary and coordinate. And there are no collateral ones, but actually all are collateral if time is infinite and expansive and meaningless. Did you say correlative. But a correlative entity would
not be causative and so it would have no effect, and if it has no effect, it effectively isn't, so don't go there.

"Collective entity is one that is not only more complex by reason of its own building on complementary, more elementary entities, but one that begins to mirror the whole of the All That Is. Actually, all entities which are complex are collective, but at the most elementary levels you couldn't tell. But at some levels, one could begin to sense that the entity is all it is and... aha... more, just like All That Is. Something gets added to the equation; the complexity weighs in with its own meaning. And guess what, humans are right on the cusp between the something more being insignificant and being something. So we get a glimpse of that something more in some entities and not in others. It's there in all, but not to the same extent.

"So, we have lots of entities which have the more but don't show it, and a few that show some more more, and a fewer still that show a lot more more. And what we recognize as more, and celebrate in the great entities, is just a tiny glimpse of what is along the entity trail. So, you are functioning like complementary spirits, but you are collective but don't know how to know and use that. Ah, so much learned and so much to learn.

"Understand? If you do, let me know. I don't get it but I say it. I have a slightly better glimpse, and no need to waste energy on being physical. Whoa, do you know how much work it is to be physical? Ok, that's the spiel for this session. And remember, I'm trying to use models which can be understood by your wee wittle brains, but the reality is more astounding than any model I can suggest or any words I know.

"I just feel like a kid who has run up onto the top of a hill and, seeing a great cathedral spire in the distance, tries to yell back down to my family in the dell what I've seen. But since I've never seen it before, I have to use words from the past, not the vision. So maybe I get a good description of the spire, or maybe you think I've spotted an elephant with a tusk stuck up in the air or maybe a water tower or maybe a tree that has been struck by lightning. Until these images are in our 'past,' we will only be seeing illusions." (3/29/2004 - V#83)




"So, you vant I should speak more about spirit entities. Vhat's to say. Oy, the entities, vhat a mess... coming and going, coming and going, growing and going. But wait,
the rowers keep rowing and the danger keeps on growing... oy, don't ask.

"I gave you some terms about coordinated and compound and etc. (not to mention confused) entities. All of this is metaphorical, so I will try it another way, ok?

"How many dimensions are there. A lot and then some! Let's just say a bazillion. But we are made of less complex stuff, and for them there were how many dimensions. A bazillion, and so forth. So, in this level of development, you get how many possible realities just in yourself? A bazillion factorially: 1 x 2 x 3 x 4... up to a bazillion. But each of the infinite parts of you have how many inherent possibilities. A bazillion factorially. So, a bazillion factorially of an infinite number of elements makes? One hell of a lot of possibilities. So I would run out of descriptors before I ran out of possibilities. And some are just shadings of another. Huh.

"Ok. 1,000 people in a line, but it's different if they all face right or ahead or if one gets out of line... CT, back. So when I describe some of the major trends, I am not even coming close to talking about all. But the question becomes, if the entity in some level of complexity has an integrity. And here's the kicker: remember what we did with time? Threw it out. So not only do you have all the complexity of the lesser complex expressions of your entity, but all the more complex as well... already, not yet.

"So, we could take models from this stage of complexity and use them to describe spirit, and it would work and be accurate and be totally misleading and a failure at the same time. This level gives us gifts of abstraction and curses of limitations. So there! Ponder that.

"And the most confused are those who think they know it all. Certainties about unknowns and unknowables is stupid... stupid. A wise respect for one's ignorance is a great sign of wisdom. Only the short-sighted really see the horizon, but it's not far enough off to mean anything. The loud noises the deaf can hear do not contain the whispers of angels. And the foolish will always shout while the wise stay silent. And we'll never have
that recipe again!

"Did I ever tell you about my grandmother who made the same dishes each week? Too bad she lost the recipes. Recipes--like formulae and scripts--keep things from getting much better, but they, thankfully, keep things from getting much worse. And the Constitution is only a recipe--but no, not a dish ready to reheat and serve for drop-in company.

"Dried flowers provide the sweet aroma of memory, but never the deep scent of presence... oooo. Enough." (4/16/2004 - V#84)



"So, I bring you a whole lot of caveats. And if I proceed, you must agree to keep them in mind. I (state your name), do swear or affirm that you won't hold Rikkity liable for what you misunderstand. Here's the caveats, which apply to most everything I say... ARF.... and not that! Grrrr. Sometimes what I said and what I say seem to hold contradictions. Sometimes they seem to have holes in them big enough to fit a
Schwarzenegger through. And sometimes they seem to be missing something. Hey, live with it and grow with it. I can't express in limited terms what is infinite, and I have to build up little structures of understanding. People want seers to make perfect linear sense in the way that perfect linear sense is currently understood, but they also want it to be visionary. I ask you, have you ever seen a perfect photograph that was visionary? So here goes:

"I have spoken about the kinds of entities that are to come. Right now we get the spirit and body types, which sometimes actually are connected. But when we move on, over, above, under, next, whatever, we aren't going to be human. No, not even bodily, nor even spirit as we think of spirit. Whoa. It would be damn boring to be spirit kept the same while the trappings eternally change. So we become something else: next level entity! But not all entities are equal, but all are needed. Just as an entity is composed of diversity at this level, so, too, there.

"And some will find their entityship (I like making up words) by what is analogous to collection: Get the group together and see what happens; energy expressed as conglomeration. Others are coordinate: Gathering around some value or vision... or some other v word (which, of course, is not v, but hey). And the energy of that entity is in its expression of what all hold but none have. And there are other possibilities... actually, many! And some exist to express their energy, and some to conserve their energy, and some to build with their energy, and yes, I am afraid, some to destroy with their energy. Remember, we are in the infinite middle of the process toward oneness, and we are still learning how to express and use energy. And you didn't think it would all get learned as humans, did you, you egomaniacal ones? And I get the impression we are destined for the creative coordinate entityship, but that's down the road a few more lives and deaths.

"Now, before anyone says 'O sure, they're getting the big creative coordinate one, and I'll probably get the collective destructive one,' remember, all of those entities are also necessary for what comes after them. And who knows, maybe the collective destructive entities can learn and remember what they need very quickly, as entities grow closer to oneness. And maybe the coordinate creative ones have to spend an eternity getting their identity straight. It is often easier to learn what we can't do in order to survive, than to learn the little graces by which we will thrive. And that's my spiel for today." (7/25/2004 - V#85)



"And now, ponder this: In electricity, you can
hook up several batteries all in a row and get higher voltage, or hook them up in parallel and get higher current. Papa told me this, I don't know electricity. So both schemes build on the energy of the batteries, but in different ways. So, among those coordinate entities that focus and use energy to enhance, there are many subsets of how to do it. And the universe needs an infinite variety of energy foci--different ways of expressing the potential for more than simply is. The universe supplies a bag of batteries, but the subsets use them in different ways. And all are needed.

"By the way, some subsets of energy-using entities exist, too. Not all
black holes work the same way. And Stephen Hawking, take note! Not all black holes are created equal... but that's another story.

"So, if we all is a subset of coordinate entityship, we are one of infinite models. So I'll take the 2005 in pink with the CD player... or not.

"We are one of the subsets of enhancement: creative coordinate (or, as we say, moo). And maybe they're not batteries, but fuel cells. I'm just giving symbolic analogies. And if I told you, I'd be dead... wait, I am. If I gave you the details, you couldn't understand, and that's because I don't understand.

"Mysteries arch o'er our beings, waiting for certainty in more complex manifestation. The mysteries are already here but not yet ours. Why use the word God for something static and either known or surmised, when it would be a great word for the mystery behind it all--gracious potential. And so, I'll shut up while I'm ahead." (8/6/2004 - V#86)




"The world is changing, but that's always true... hee hee. Vision can make change acceptable. For example, if you know that you really really really want to go on a trip, then the changes necessary aren't so bad. And with real vision they feel like fulfillment, not change. Ever have that feeling where you get someplace--either real or figurative--and it just feels right, and more right than before? That's what it means.

"Look for the center. And remember, the center does not have to be big. Ok, I give you an analogy. Mountain climbing: Could have 100 teams on a mountain taking 100 different routes, but all focused on the top--which is just a tiny spot of land. From the air, they may look like crazed ants, but with the peak in focus, they look like converging ballet stars. Oops, one just fell... ouch. Sandy, rescue-dog time... ARF. He gets the mountain souls.

"So, for example, if someone who shall remain clueless... oops, I mean nameless... were to offer a vision of safety but with repression, is that a place where, when you got there, you'd say 'It feels right.' I don't theeenk so.

"If you use spiritual calculus, you get more than connections; you get an apparent center, which may not be an actual center but act as if one. Ok, reverse image: Negative people coalesce around their negativity, though their gripes may be very different. The unemployed and the hurt may connect, but only through suffering, not details. So, on the other side, many may be striving toward the good, but there are many goods. What binds them is not the vision, but having vision.

"Those who sense that change can contain good things are bound together. So much for pith.

"Remember, spiritual evolution requires a faith in the expanding goodness of all Creation. Believe or act as if the core is bad, and you get to go back and do it all over again and again." (9/8/2004 - V#87)



"What is the center. Doughnuts...
Dunkin' original, with mocha.

"Ever considered that the things we usually took as values are a result of something more? Maybe the center is something which contains and creates all the specifics (hint) <grin>!

"Just like doughnuts: Sometimes the center is just an empty space surrounded by the reality. But if you picture the doughnut's center as part of the dough, you can't see the doughnut, and may miss the center... unless it's jelly, but those are not really doughnuts, they're Berliners.
Ich bin ein doughnut of the jelly persuasion. So, what centers all the values you hold as central." (9/12/2004 - V#88)



"The center is potential. Unless you believe the center holds more than already is, then what's the point! The doughnut is what is, and the center is what is beyond what is. Got it. So, unless you are focusing on some measure of not-yet-but-possible, you are either regressing or standing still. But since others are moving, standing still won't do (see PtoP above).

"Footnote: Rikkity often repeats herself--which could be indicative of her forgetfulness, or our density. Whichever, we are thankful for her persistence, both spiritual and informative. End footnote.

"A good story repeats the salient points (e.g., '
nevermore').

"Got to believe that the center is potential. Otherwise, it's all downhill from here and always has been--a degrading of Creation, which would imply an inherent insufficiency in Creation; flawed design, recalled model. But it hasn't been recalled, it is still unfolding... except where it is so tightly folded that all we get is a cosmic cootie catcher <joke>.

"As the potential unfolds, some choose to follow the creases, thinking the folding was essential, and they miss the larger realities. That's one of life's challenges: To know the difference between the essential and the coincidental.

"Here's a test: Take a piece of paper and fold it once lengthwise and then once widthwise. Make the folds crisp. Now, unfold the paper and show it to someone and ask what they see. Bet very few will say 'A piece of paper.' Most will notice the folds or the rectangles, not the whole.

"Potential is another way of saying there are always larger wholes that transcend the specific. And most of humanity's great spiritual traditions have found the folds, not the whole. Too bad... but also, what potential!

"Ok, ponder that. Write it down on a piece of paper. Now, fold the paper two ways, put it in your pocket, launder your jeans, discover the wad of folded pulp after drying, try opening it up, and you'll get a few phrases that make sense... and a lot of mess. You might even think the glob is the real thing. Religions, so far, have been built on washing mistakes like this. A whole gets folded and pulped and deconstructed, and then discovered and partly interpreted and made the truth when it's just a poor remnant of the potential that exists.

"Ok, enough. PithWorks copyright." (9/18/2004 - V#89)



"Don't get too quick to apply human overlays on potential. I offer an example: a heavy rain. Ok, that's the potential. Now, does it fill up empty wells or wash out a dam and flood a valley. Does it become a mountain stream that makes enough power that tons of coal don't get burned and many don't die from asthma, or does it fall in the sea with little effect. Rain as potential--good or bad is not an element in it. One of the greatest gifts of being human is the ability to see good and bad. And one of the greatest curses of being human is to assign those values to that which is neither.

"It just is, was, will be... or not. What happened to my physical being was not bad just because it was sad. What we don't like is not necessarily bad... but that soup at the diner, ugh.

"Potential is beyond, but, at the same time, includes." (10/2/2004 - V#90)



"Sandy will now play the mouth organ... wwrfff... badly... grrrr... lack of lips. There's a lesson in this: Don't try what is beyond your equipment. For example, those in wheelchairs should avoid escalators. And those at this level of spirit should avoid universal generalizations. You just make a fool of yourself. Even your elf knows better. But does that stop us, noooo.

"One of the greatest realizations is that whatever we see clearly can only be about what is less complex than the present experience. We do a dangerous thing when we extrapolate from what we know to the unknown. It works if you test the theory out, but few do.

"For example, when people experienced the world as pretty awful, they created the concept of Heaven. But has anyone really tested that theory. I thought not! So it remains at best a theory, and at worst a delusion or distraction." (10/2/2004 - V#91)



"Now as to the question of pigs in Heaven... oink oink. You swine... squeal. Just a test of your sanity: Are pigs in Heaven kosher. No, but nothing else is, either. When things are defined by limiting physical traits, then it all dissolves before you get here. 'Is this Heaven?' 'No, this is death.' 'O, it 's still nice.'

"So I offer this to ponder: What could possibly be true as a foundational element of existence which is not true here. If it doesn't matter in spirit, then it doesn't matter in the physical. Yet most religions stake their identities on things that won't matter here. How ironic.

"Real spirituality is formed by what is true of spirit, not body or mind. Here, I have neither body nor mind. But I have spirit here and there." (10/9/2004 - V#92)



"Let's continue. We often hear about architects who are said to have created plans for a building. Now, unless their plans held no elements ever seen in a building before, they didn't create it; they merely drew it and assembled it. But creation speaks to conversion of potential in ways that are unique.

"A mom and a dad, we hope, do not create their children--because that would mean they would be unlike any other child. They bring into being what is one of the creations of existence. Usually when we speak of something being creative, we are talking about
99 and 44/100th of same old same old and just a smidgen of something new. Re-creation and creation are not the same! But this holds great promise for everyone. The challenge of existence is not to convert potential into reality at the 100 percent level, which we would all fail to do, but rather to add our own little fraction, which is creative.

"You can't change the basic recipe for mashed potatoes, but somebody got creative and added garlic... yum. See what I mean. Don't have to climb Everest, but at least get to the top of your own backyard--because, as we know, if it isn't in
your own backyard....

"Potential is infinite, but that shouldn't keep us from seeing the finite. If you miss the sight of the Moon because you're looking for the edge of the universe, maybe you missed your potential for wonder. And why do so many try to exploit the slightly larger fraction that the great ones have disclosed, rather than really see their own portion.

"Hey, just remember that in an infinite universe without time, nothing is new under the sun. But that shouldn't keep us from fulfilling and enhancing what is us, so the whole can grow in wholeness. Ponder on, dudes." (10/11/2004 - V#93)



"So as I was saying to Plato the other day, how can one separate the physical and the spiritual, and assume different realities for each. Think of the consequences. If A were to be true there but not here, how can it be true. And at the same time, if B is true here, how can it be untrue there.

"There is only one solution he and I could find to resolve this. O, you want to know?!? Ok. How could there seem to be a different set of truths for here and there... or, if you like, there and here. If all truths--even those proven in their own realms--are portions, not totalities, and portions of larger potential, then A can be true and B can be true if they are portions of the larger truth AB. And in an infinite universe, we are talking about ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ, ad infinitum.

"Classical Western theology has always posited a heavenly realm which is truer than the physical, but we agree both are as true and as untrue here and there... there and here... potential revealed and actualized, just different portions. Can you imagine an entity which is not part of All That Is. Can't do it! So every entity is part of All That Is, be it physical or spiritual or whatever--and there's a lot of whatever out there... and here. So, Entity A is and Entity B is, and neither proves the nonexistence of the other. This is a sum total game!

"But, at the same time, if A and B seem contradictory, then there must be a larger reality in which both are embraced. Differences always remind us of larger unities.

"And to suppose all the truths sit on one side--either physical or spiritual--is to deny the whole, and I don't know about you, but I ain't going there. I seek the larger whole. And guess what: The larger whole seeks me, because potential tends toward fulfillment. Actually, big hint! It isn't potential if it does not tend toward fulfillment, because then it might not hold any potential. Hmmm... ponder that!

"Who was that deep dudette. Not me, us--in the grand fulfilling meaning sense. A thought holds only potential until it is shared and understood. Get it?

"Hombre clientele: 'Hey meester, you got a eego,' I say to heem, 'use eet. Don't ignore eet. Eet ees de portal to de potentiale.' For, if you can't embrace it with self, then it can't be embraced at all. Ultimately, nothing which is abstract is real. At least, that's my theory." (10/15/2004 - V#94)



"It can't be here and not there--one reality, different planes.

"Always think unity; if you don't, you've got big problems. Ok, let's say there are 2 realities, which means there are things which are not true for you, but are elsewhere. Which is the truer? If it is yours, then the other is to some degree less true. I remember him, Les True... but that's another story.

"If another plane exists in which things are less true, then they are less real, so you have an unbalanced whole. But wait, if there's a whole that contains both, then there is a unity, so the two must not be part of a whole. That would imply a Creation that is less than perfect, which would mean it would not cohere around its own truth, and it would slowly dissolve into its inherent deficiency. So the other plane would either disappear or have to be essentially equal to this. And if it's equal, then it's not separate, and we get back to a unity one way or another. If it appears that different laws apply here other than there, it's just because you don't yet fully sense the unity. But hey, isn't that what spiritual enhancement is about--sensing the larger unity until the whole is known. But I digress.

"No separate but equal--the Supreme Court
said so. Ok, let's say there were 2 separate realities that were equal. Wouldn't their equalities connect them. Just because you can't see the connections, doesn't mean they're not there. Correlation is not causation, but causation can correlate. Just because you don't see the links between the butterfly in Beijing and the weather in Joliet, doesn't mean there is no causal link. If you could see it all, you'd be it all. And guess what, you will... but not next week, because next week is just a construct of a constipated spiritual stage. You're stuck in time. Try Phillip's Milk of Amnesia and get unstuck. Non-habit forming." (10/18/2004 - V#95)



"Hi. Things are about the same here--just different spirits, plus the infinite number of usuals  trying to make the universe safe for spirit. A safety warning from here: Don't use lives as shortcuts to eternity. You never know when you might get caught in a disassembly! Follow your own path.

"Yes, some spirits have been known to try to short-circuit the process--try to co-materialize with a more enhanced entity. Can we say schizo. Don't go there. One spirit per body, please. Dumb idea--one form of schizophrenia, and an energy-sucking one at that.

"Walk-ins? Walk-ins are when you need a haircut but don't have an appointment. You're talking about cameos. Sometimes spirits get a little vacant or distracted, and another makes a brief cameo so you don't have a body without a spirit. Didn't know that, did ya. And what else is new? So, once in awhile, especially with very intense spirits, you get a short aberration... ah, cameo! The spirit doesn't remember, wasn't there (spiritually, that is).

"Wise one I am. Yota I am (
Yoda is copyrighted). Yoga is something else. Yehweh is everything else. Yankees were something else. Whoa, lots of spirits wearing red sox... lots of dead fans. Hey, Garcia, come here! 'Hey, man, wha.' Go back to sleep. 'Sweet.'

"So, in honor of your soft brain, I will keep this simple: Sometimes the wisdom of the universe is just hanging together without wisdom; don't have to learn every time. Here, just sit on my bench. No, not there. You sat on
TJ, but he's napping. You know, my bench is always available for sitting, even when there's no chat. Sometimes you just gots to sit and see what you can see from here and not worry about the words. So sit, hug. The dog will curl up at your feet... f. And all of Creation is out there. Look! And all I am is a spiritual pair of binoculars to better see the view, which is available to anyone."  (10/26/2004 - V#96)



"Well, let's see, did we resolve the spiritual-physical dichotomy. No, and we never will, so there. You think it strange for peeps to talk about the physical aspects of spirit, wait to hear about spirits getting the two confused. And they don't have a leg to stand on, hehehehehe. Hey, bozo, you got soul, not soles. 'Huh, wha.' Wake her up and tell her she's spirit. O, she is awake. Newcomer? I thought so... and I thought it without a brain.

"Want to know who some of the most unhappy people are here:
Mensa members! Big brains don't mean shit here. Big IQ? What's that. And hey, if you think you're so smart, here's LD! Always stops 'em. Just like when some clergy arrive spouting scripture, and we say 'O yeah! Right! Here, talk to this dude'... and it's JC: 'I never said that! Hey Paul, get your ass over here!' We are a jolly lot.

"No link. Some common people are the most essential building entities of complexity–almost like
Type O blood.

"Ok, let's review. In much of your physical world, you have rings of carbon–common as dirt. And you have other elements, like indium. Now, the common carbon is found in--and essential to-- gazillions of thingies, but indium just to a few. Stand out too much and you may be precious, but not as useful as something more common. And the most complex entities we are creating all arise from common as well as precious... o, my precious. So don't think any thing of earthly significance is a determinate of your future complexity possibility.

"
Calvinists got it right but missed it by a mile. You can't make your own perfection, but it does not come from afar, but from being close. And there are always those in spirit who don't connect into complexity because they want to wait for perfection. And let me tell you, the other elements of their potential get really pissed off by this. 'I'm waiting!'

"Until we are one with All, all levels of spiritual complexity are imperfect, but still beautiful. It takes extreme arrogance to think that one could be the missing building block of perfection. Lots feel so, but lots are also disappointed. Hard to believe that some hold on to ego even when their psyche is gone. Spirit is not ego. Spirit is not psyche. Spirit is spirit--sort of like a great energy jelly without the energy. Look, if I could tell you what it is in your terms, I'd have to kill you, and then you'd understand. It's like if I mention gefilte fish without the fish. It's something... but I'm not sure what. And I wouldn't order it again.

"You can't say spirit is pure energy–not unless you know what you're talking about as energy, and you don't! And if it were pure energy, then you could affect it with forms of energy, but you cannot. And when people talk about energies like white light, that's an effect, not a cause." (11/9/2004 - V#97)



"So, we wonder, are spirits preconditioned to their combinations, and is this what is meant by karma. Yes. Since not all spirits will combine with all other spirits to make a sustainable entity, then it follows that any given entity will only meaningfully combine with a limited number of other entities. But in an infinite universe, won't there be infinite entities in each finite subset. Duh, of course, but that doesn't negate the lack of meaningful connection to an infinite set of others. You are not going to get complex with just anybody. And so your path must lead, over lives, to those connections that are yours. And when you are moving in that path, it all becomes more evident–each life a sifting away of what is not essentially you.

"And, along the way, a few false tries at connecting... ouch, back to here. Remember, what we call life is disassembly for some from more complex realms. Not everyone gets here this time from less complexity. Some are here at this level over and over and over. But some also arrive back here because they tried to take a path not theirs.

"Some need to take one, and some others. There is not one path to fulfillment, but there is one path for you to fulfillment. Don't mistake the one truth for the other. Too many do that. 'I'm saved,' they yell, and assume it will be the same for everyone. Why do we think it's fine to have a diversity of reaction to foods and styles and vacation places, etc., and not for more ultimate things.

"Having everyone have the same religion or follow the same God would be like declaring we'll only have one ice cream flavor. And then the heretics would be
Howard Johnson's and Baskin Robbins. Ponder that." (1/28/2005 - V#98)



"So the big question is: Will we remember this life. And the answer is no, and yes. Specifically, you remember what you have learned and remembered, but not the circumstances. It's the remembered part that counts, not the cause. And some snippets of specific experiences will be in dreams and déjà vu and the like. But do you get a full transcript? No, and who wants one.

"You will be drawn to the essentials without knowing why--in the fabric of being. Once something is truly part of you, you don't experience it as a choice or an option, but as an identity. So, take breathing. You do it and that's it, and when you forget to do it, goodbye. So, too, with spiritual underpinnings... but not spiritual underpants.

"If it weren't there, you'd find a way to discover it. Hey, maybe this is the way you discover what you knew before... hmmm... maybe this is not your first time around with this. Think it started just now? Nothing is ever lost. And in parallel realities, there is so much. So don't think past and future; think other--which is also the same as here. The other is the same. Puzzle that phrase." (4/17/2005 - V#99)



"So, on the subject of my prior discourse (as measured in your linearity), I meant you and this both generically and specifically. It happens to all, beyond first-timers: things of this level remembered, but needing rediscovery. Like, I mean those
Dead Sea Scrolls--had to find them when the memories were retained. Somebody who was there at closure was finally back there to open. Continuities often masquerade as discoveries. Ponder that snootful.

"So, get it? If it is true without reference to time, it will reemerge. And one way of seeing it is memory." (4/21/2005 - V#100)



"Let's re-posit several things. Nothing which is is ever lost to the universe, or in the universe, or near the universe. And all things exist side by side without time. But lives flow through the web of All, taking snapshots as if of a trip, and supposing them to be a linearity. So history is a string of reports from people who took almost similar journeys through the infinite possibilities. And some noticed along the way something of value, which later they wanted to revisit, but since the before was another life journey, they can only visit it as discovery. And since everything is around forever, it is always possible to discover what has been known and lost... except for that one pink top I borrowed from her.

"See what I mean. And, in the world beyond time, sometimes we discover things out of sequence because sequence makes no sense without time. So, we discover x, but when we do, x means nothing. But we remember x because it was different because it meant nothing. Then later, the meaning catches up with x, and we remember x and put x together with its meaning and discover it all over again. Just ponder that until you go crazy." (4/22/2005 - V#101)



"So, have you got it yet, the concept of eternal being. Discoveries are just memories in an infinite universe. Everything has already been experienced, but some of it was experienced after now.

"In the complexity of existence, there are emergent patterns which point to universal understandings. And get this: Most of them are not contained in science nor theology.

"So, the truly wise seek not that which seems new, but that which seems inclusive, exhaustive, and universal--even when they seem to be moving counter-current to prevalent wisdom. I gave you pith." (4/25/2005 - V#102)



Wedding Reading

"Let me truly and wisely speak of connections. We all seek connection, but often do not understand that when we say connection we are speaking in four dimensions. For the word to have its fullest meaning, we must know and live these four dimensions.

"First is the connection to self. If we do not fully and honestly connect to ourselves, there is no possibility we can connect with others. Once we are connected as the selves we are, bringing together the many facets of our own spirits, then we are ready for the other dimensions of connection.

"We are ready to make connections--to find those places in our beings at which our spirits and the spirits of others match to form complements and fulfill us and them. Here is where hearts find companionship in life together. Then we can live in connection, as two become a new one. Connections of lives in this way yields a new being which would never have been without such connection.

"And finally, such enlivened connection finds a way to create connections. Freed of the limitations of a single spirit, we are blessedly opened to possibilities of connection we could not have known. Beginning with that honest connection to self, we open outward to first one, then to us, and then to All. And onto this blessed journey all are invited, but only the daringly loving proceed.

"For such a journey we give note this day, and ask blessings to abide in that shared unfolding journey of love and connection." (4/29/2005 - V#103)




"God leaves, but only a small child notices, and laughs. At the edge of town, some UUs throw him a bon voyage party. He takes their baggage with him. What a spirit.

"Ok, question time: Is God a team player?
Discuss. But seriously, religion needs to decide if God is a team player, and not worry so much about who is on the team. Ponder that pith." (5/9/2005 - V#104)



"Now, I want to ask you a question: Why do you think people want to settle for being people after they die, when they could instead look forward to being spirit. I mean, all we hear in most lives is about how our bodies ache and we have to house them and feed them and care for them, so what's the deal with wanting eternity with bodies? (Even ones as magnificent as mine once was... and is.) Arrogance that the human form is the top of the creative pyramid, and maybe sin as a notion is a corrupt way of acknowledging that we don't stand at the top.

"Maybe original sin is not about being condemned in this world or yours, but about the basic incompleteness of being human, which at the same time holds the seeds of completeness. As I sense it, the words of the physical world point to failure or success–as in, saved or sinner. But from here I sense both how far from wholeness of All That Is we are, and how far from total separation we also are. Without the total perception of both fulfillment and challenge, then we get left with sin and salvation. But our greatest sins, so to speak, are our inattentions to what we can do, and our salvation is in our attention to it. And none of that is a matter of grace or ordination.

"Every spiritual entity at every level of complexity will eventually be able to sense both, or no progress of fulfillment will ever occur. Somewhere in the before of you, the elements which would become you all had to sense this greater possibility.

"You stay at a level of complexity until you sense and know that that level of being, with all its attributes and problems, is just a phase, not a permanence. To make the afterlife a permanent and perfected version of Earthly existence is to pervert the process of spiritual evolution." (8/8/2005 - V#105)



"Who am I. I am spirit that was made and is in the making and is awaiting making until the whole and the parts are one.

"I am energy and matter and other existences which have no name or existence at your complexity. And I am a barefoot blob of potential waiting for my handiwork and also waiting for the handiwork of the infinite other Yesses.

"For all the universal All is an expression of Yes in the face of No." (8/8/2005 - V#106)



“Here’s a tidbit: There’s a great difference between those who say they are messengers of the Divine and those who say they are the Divine.

“With a messenger, you can receive the message and ponder it. With the Divine, you sort of have to take it or leave it. So, I’d rather get a letter of meaning I could ponder than a head-whammy I have no choice about.

“After all, it’s not about the teacher, but about the student. So maybe all teachers should be teaching as if their students were the Divine, and they were reminding them of what they already know as their essence. That would surely change the equation...
and don’t call me Shirley. What would you do if you were trying to remind All That Is about some of All That Is? Ok, enough.” (8/19/2005 - V#107)



“Just remember, you and I and we and they... but not him... are all about fulfilling entities, not creating them. Creation does not lead to fulfillment, but fulfillment leads to creation. But what is created has always been, as potential... 'or porridge.' CT! 'Potential polenta.' O I get it, sort of a cereal explanation.” (12/13/2005 - V#108)



"There’s an infinite more, so how come we miss the finite parts. But we do. And I have come to realize that’s one of the gifts of Creation. Because if we didn’t miss because there was an infinite other, then we couldn’t care, either.

"And infinity doesn’t mean interchangeable. You can’t replace that hamster, but you can get another one. Having an infinite anothers is not the same as replacing." (1/22/2006 - V#109)



"It’s Rikkity’s University, where in just 5 sessions you can become spiritually equipt... ‘and morally depraved.’ CT!

“The moral ambiguity of anything less than the whole: Because unless you are the All of All That Is, anything else is just situational because you don’t know the whole picture. So take that, you moral absolutists. How can your teeny little brains have conceit enough to think you know universals. And if you don’t know universals, how dare you judge anything, except in context.

"In context, everything makes sense. And beyond context, nothing makes sense except as part of the universal. Such pith.” (4/21/2006 - V#110)



"Ok, let’s review. Have I ever said we move ahead to more complicated entities? No. What is complicated is just a pile of simple things which work together to do some complicated thingie. The total is the sum of its parts, no more and no less... no less... noblesse oblige. But I have always spoken of complexity... as well as complexion. In complexity, you get more than the sum of the parts.

“There is a diversity in complexity, but it is not based on differences--although without differences you don’t get complexity. Put together 405 little electrical switches and what do you get. A big switch. But then couple that with the notion of yes and no, plus a way to speak in yes and no, and the switches become
a computer: Complexity based on the introduction of a foreign element. Switches don’t know language. Language doesn’t know from numbers. But together they can generate both, and beyond the capacity of either.

“If you put all the wise people in the world in a room... ‘someone would ask for room service’... CT!... and all were equally wise, they wouldn’t wise up. Know-it-all’s don’t make things change. The provocative unknowing triggers the insightful to new understandings. Take a look at the New Testament. Almost everything worth remembering was said in response to a seemingly ignorant question. Questions are the intellectual equivalent of difference. Ponder that!

“And what about ropes and cords and strings, I don’t know. In a parallel universe I dance on my own head. How many pins can dance on the head of an angel? But if
the angel answer is ‘infinite,’ so too for pins. It’s not about the nature of angels, but about the nature of infinity. Don’t mistake the expression or embodiment for the essence.

“Lincoln was not the Great Emancipator. It was a nation ready for the idea which was the Emancipator. They could have said ‘Hell, no’... well they actually did, but it didn’t win the day... which is why the Klan rode
at night (dark humor). See, it isn’t the vessel, it’s the cargo.

“And otherwise, all else is well.” (5/19/2006 - V#111)




"When we last spoke, CT was hiding in a closet while
MCP said ‘Hiya.’ Now we return to our action as Sandy the Wonder Dog arfs... ARF. A storm has wreaked havoc in Spirit City, and the residents fear the rodents. But suddenly, they hear their savior... Arrrf. Once again, they are safe... grrrr. (We have to humor him once in awhile. He’s a dog, you know.)

“Moving right along, we have a letter from little Missy Edwards of Titsworth-on-Thames. She writes, ‘How does the soul differentiate itself into experience while still having existence in the matrix of All.’ Missy, little children shouldn’t play with metaphysics. But since you asked, think about your dinner of
bangers and mash. Each bit of banger is both a part of the whole but made up of even smaller parts, yet it takes all the parts of the banger matrix to make it other than a Sheffield sausage. And each bit is itself, and a part of the banger at the same moment. And those nasty bits... well, just spit them into your napkin and know they will not have continued existence of the banger as it becomes one with the you matrix. Disgusted enough! Good. Now eat your dinner.

“And precocious Bobbi McIntyre of Perth writes, ‘How does one differentiate between the knowledge of the spirit and the knowledge of the body.’ Sounds like a deep question. But he goes on, ‘And how do I convince Mary Ellen Richards to let me have some knowledge of her body.’ Naughty, naughty. Yet, I think you will find that if you pay attention to the spirit, you may become welcome to the body, but rarely the other way ‘round.

“And finally, young Master Williams of Cardiff writes, ‘Why is my immortal soul connected to a mortal body.’ Ah, the essential question of this level. And I remind you, we are here to live and enjoy... especially if Mary Ellen is willing... and therefore, to learn and remember what the soul cannot learn without a physical experience. Thanks, boys and girls, for your questions. And now, it’s time for Teen Toons. Sanford the Wonder Dog... ARF.

“Physicality teaches us the limitations of physicality. This is deep and essential. Every level of complexity has the same lesson: To learn the limits of the basic structures of that level, so that one moves from seeing that existence as being paramount, to seeing it as limited and limiting and inviting of a greater inclusivity to get past the limits. Every level feels like a new universal, until experience of it shows its limitations and a more universal is desired at the soul level. A person who is starving thinks bangers and mash is a feast, but after years of them, they yearn for something more. Ok, got that?

“If you step on a Wonder Dog’s cape, he can’t fly... grrrr. But how often do we step on someone’s Wonder Soul so they can’t soar.” (6/26/2006 - V#112)




"In the sure resurrection of Jesus Christ... sure, like we didn’t but he did. Sure. I don’t like dead people who don’t play dead. What’s all this afterlife life. Eternal life, you want that? Not me. I opt for eternal death! It’s easier.

“Ok, let’s look far into the future. Ok, but it’s now because there’s no time. Anymoo, you are just before One with All... ‘
Hold the mustard’... CT. You are at Level Minus 1--it’s the penultimate level... just before the rooftop garden. Ok, one more upgrade of complexity, and All and you are One--end of the cycle of Eternity. Now, what do you have to do? Be ready to move on from what you are by combining into the All. But wait, aren’t we participating in the All now. Yes, but with a sense of separation, but then it is so close. But what you have to do is not--in any sense--live in differentiation, but ultimate integration. So any part of you which is still differential must end or no longer be meaningful--in other words, die. So the ultimate existence is after all lives, and is not a life, but an eternal death, QED, So Be It... so there, blech.

“Life, at every level of spiritual being, is the necessary prelude to moving beyond differences. And who wants differences for eternity. I want to swim in the eternal unity--backstroke and float as part of all meaning.

“Ok. I came, I saw, I pithed.” (6/29/2006 - V#113)



"Nothing is ever ultimately and eternally hidden. If it is, it is.

“I’m dead! which is damned fine but for the disconnects. But the connections are always there, even if they are unrecognized and unused. Ponder that.” (7/12/2006 - V#114)

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