Dimensions of the Spirit

At Dove Cottage, Grasmere, England (the home of William Wordsworth):

"Wow, it's crowded. All the spirits are good.

"Remember, the veil between the physical and the spiritual is itself metaphysical–as a supposition and an imposition of the late modern rational mind, which did not hold sway here." (5/31/2005 - I#79)




"Let's talk about remakes–the worst idea of Hollywood, made better only by comparison with written remakes. I mean, like a book is a book and don't try to rewrite it. But what about religious crap... oops, I mean religious works.

"Do we think it really matters what the sources of religion are? The proof is in the pudding, not the recipe. People keep thinking 'If only we can get the recipe we will have it made,' but they left the cake out in the rain.

"Here's a scary thought, proven by centuries: A new, or renewed, Christianity could develop from discoveries, but then we would have inter-Christian warfare. When we should be looking beyond the divisions we already have, we instead put energy into making more divisions.

"If people believed what some radical sources now offer, they would forget about arguing the sources and get on with living the values. No scripture ever converted anyone, but life lived with hope and meaning has. And besides, who wants pudding? ‘I do, I do.' Ok." (6/30/2005 - I#80)



"And welcome to SP 1001... or not. Yep, 10 years and still yakking. I’ve said it all and there’s so much more to say. But I will try to keep it simple <wink wink>.

“Ok, here goes. Think about human physical chronological history. When you look at any point in time, you see a variety of connected events. For example, just when Einstein was going out for a beer so were several other physicists and, within the same period, they all got drunk... but I digress. They all came to the same theoretical discoveries. This is what we have been talking about for a decade: the web of connection in an infinite number of directions; butterfly in Beijing, rain in DC; idea in Bern, idea in Oslo; parallel universes are experiences of the same web from a different perspective. So all of this should seem familiar by now.

“Ok, let’s look at any nexus on the web and choose any probability you wish. Now, looking at that nexus, you can see the web of connection... which is not like the cloak of invisibility. But with a deeper look at the nexus, you can see precedent and antecedent. So, Einstein earlier in the day had a very salty wurst. Later that night, he had to go to the wc twice. But now the question: Did the other physicists who went for a beer have the same precedents and antecedents. No... or yes, but not necessarily. It ain’t necessarily so. One might have had nothing salty but been an alcoholic. Another might have wanted social company. And later, both of those might not have had to get up twice because one barfed it up, and the other’s bladder was so familiar with the abuse it didn’t get pissed off... ok, didn’t demand a nightly waking. So we have three points connected by physics and beer and the web which unites them, but we also have paths which are different.

“Picture the precedents and the antecedents as another dimension and at another point of connection. The connections are quite different. One was eating a wurst in a restaurant, one was downing a beer in a gasthaus, and another was sitting all alone in a lab with a dull Swiss cheese sandwich. Not much to connect them. So at that point they were more connected to their individual strands of events than to each other, but they were very connected to what would come about, connecting them all.

“This month we will take up the strands–connections along the development of entity complexity. Or, to put it simply, we each and we all are on distinct paths but those paths lead to larger connections.” (9/1/2005 - I#81)




“So, as we were saying, you can string out relationships in as many dimensions as there are–which is oodles. So why only see time as in history, and family as in them!?!

“You are the nexus of not only DNA and spirit, but also ideas, concepts, notions... but the notions are on the 2nd floor.

“So many strands--and we seem to identify them with individual spirits, but they are not spirit-bound. You are the intersection of the many paths from less complex to more complex everything–not just fabric materials, but even baking powders, and things for which you don’t even have a name or a clue but which are gestating in you as a strand of potential right now. And some of it is stuck in between the back molar and the wisdom tooth... the Mill by the Floss,
which grinds exceedingly slow... but fine! Hee hee.

“The greatest products of development are never sudden. Strands are long. And one of the greatest disappointments is when a way station is taken as the destination. You think you ever get to the end of a string? I hope not... and I hope knot... otherwise, it all unravels. But the universe coheres, so that implies the strings are infinite.

“Did I get that right.”

LD: “You did.”

“So, enough pith.” (9/30/2005 - I#82)



“So, these strands reaching across complexities (note I do not say across time or space, but only meaning), these strands are the links which connect past, less complex, entities to the present complexity–even when the prior or less complex appear to be independent of each other.

“And those same strands also reach as possibilities into what is more complex–linking everything, but not in a lateral sense of the weave of complexities at any level of complexity. Take a movie like
Sliding Doors: There are links to other elements of the same complexity. But strands are beyond that. We sense strands when we have intuitions which are not born in our experience at this level–even if those experiences are in past lives, because past lives are still at this level of complexity. So there are weaves and wofts of this complexity, and strands which run like another dimension of connection.

“If it were not for strands, you could not even perceive of differing levels of complexity. And those strands form a kind of conic projection--starting from a totally universal and disparate placement, and moving to the ultimate convergence. Strands of seemingly disconnected complexities, each with its own progression of complexities, and all converging into one ultimate complexity of All That Is. And the weave and the woft and the conic projection, each and all contain All That Is and are, by their existence, the ‘more than’ the sum of the parts.

“The vessel which holds or the formula which describes All That Is is both part of All That Is and more. Go figure. Ok, pith enough.” (11/21/2005 - I#83)



"We don't have that kind of [physical] illness here, but don't believe that all suffering is left behind. Here sometimes we suffer from a form of spirit disconnect, in which our entity parts don't go in sync. And then we are miserable--just like unstable entities. We feel--if feeling is the right word--as if we are on the verge of disassembly... ouch. We can't get our acts together, so to speak, and so we can't speak, so to think, and our thoughts just don't go through. It's like being a set of mismatched parts and being alone as each part.

"But since we spirits... oooOOOooo... don't and can't communicate in that mode, and we'd rather not remember it, it is not often mentioned... and I'm sick of talking about... ! Even expressing it feels bad. Pithpit: bigger than a tidbit and tastier, too... ARF." (12/9/2005 - I#84)



"Ok, about channeling an unspeaking spirit. Hey, we're all unspeaking here. If we transmit the translations of our feelings, thoughts, and essences, it doesn't matter if we speak--as Papa can tell us.

"When he gives them voice, he is not giving them a voice, but the belief in their capacity to communicate. Hey, sound waves are so yesterday--slow and limited. You ought to know about music that is not made up of sounds. Pondere that... yes, pondere: the London spelling (litre, theatre, pondere). Dopner: an anagram of ponder. To think outside the usual order: dopner. So, dopner this." (12/13/2005 - I#85)




"Get back over there. The pith is trying to escape. Sit. Sandy, guard the pith... grrrr. Hi. Never trust pith until it has proven worthy in experience... ooops, is that pith? Hmmm....

"So, strands and strings and continuities... but what about anomalies. When the strands appear to ravel out, what is that? Usually a point of juncture--a strand intersecting with another strand--which produces the potential for two new strands. You could have just AA or BB, but you could also have AB and BA. Now, what happens with three strands intersecting, and 4 and 5 and 6... and oy vey. And what if strand B is strand A doubling back on itself. The mind boggles and I’m glad I don’t have one. Where would I keep it with no body. ‘In a purse.’ CT!

"So, what we like to pretend is our strand may be only the path along an infinite number of intersecting threads. Hey man, those are some nice threads. His life was threadbare. So, there’s the pith.

"Strands are connections, but they do not connect us. They express or embody or connote connections. Does the ink on a piece of paper contain the words, and do the words contain the thought. They are vehicles--descriptors but not essences. Without experiences there are not empty strands, just no strands. Go ponder more." (12/16/2005 - I#86)




"It's that day again over there--a focal point of energy, a node on a series of intersecting strands... huh. Yep, strings into strands, which intersect--not in time, but in being. And so you have holidays, which are the expression of the pent up intersectional energies. Can't go too long between holidays, otherwise the intersections would be overwhelming--just as they are for people in grief who deny the points of intersection while they grieve, and then something comes along and
the pent up energies overwhelm them. Just as sleep is a time for the release of spiritual energies pent up in hours of physical focus, so holidays are a release for routine times when the extraordinary is kept at bay by the ordinary and necessary... ARF. No, bay not my pooch... f... Santa Claws... grrrr. Ponder. It's your Christmas pith... a gift pith.

"Everything is about energy... or not. For non-physical, we have to get our dimensions somewhere. Can't use space or time... have to use oregano." (12/25/2005 - I#87)



"About going and leaving in a non-physical realm. Obviously, we don't go somewhere else, we just don't focus our connectional energy in that way. If we couldn't focus our thoughts both in and out, we'd be surrounded with spiritual din–undifferentiated noise or spiritual chatter. We have spiritual squelch controls, so to speak... over.

"So, we can differentiate as a way of not being present to all. Otherwise, we'd go bonkers.

"So there's a tidbit more for those who want all the details of spirit communications." (12/28/2005 - I#88)



"You see, other cultures offer more opportunities for energy release. That's why some others seem more spiritual. They bring it to the surface rather than pent it up. Here we don't, and those who don't the most rise in society and live in penthouses, but removed from everyday spirituality. So don't get pent up or bent out.

"For example, take 5 weeks vacation and add in 2 weeks strikes and various holidays--Europe and India and Swaziland and Iceland... but hold the ice. Releases and siestas and midi. And we work at our vacations, too." (12/28/2005 - I#89)




“The previous complexity level was not 2-dimensional, it was other-dimensional, because what you call dimensions are simply aspects of this complexity. See, where I am there are no dimensions. Hard to have dimensions without time since distance is a function of time, of perception. Without time, the farthest star is right here... no, it’s over there?... no it’s here... no it’s not. Ponder that.” (2/1/2006 - I#90)



“Over here we have spirits who don’t believe in bodies. Our skeptics are spiritualists. And some try to debunk the notion of a physical world if they don’t remember. First-timers can be adamant:

“ ‘There is no death after death. You just are and then you aren’t. Why dress it all up with stories of bodies and sex and animals and pleasures and food. That’s just to placate those who cannot cope with the idea that after spirit there might only be spirit. If it is so true, then show me some matter.’

“So there’s some sand, and the whole universe in each grain. Grains of sand... like the Days of Our Deaths: ‘Today Sandy will go into the spirit world and meet Jessica, who is a great tycoon but has amnesia’ (sand operas).” (3/22/2006 - I#91)



"Ok, awhile back someone there--no names--said they didn’t think I was giving as much pith. And I just want to set the record obscure.

“Archeology: You get this stratum and it’s all new and full. And you analyze what’s there and, after a while, ‘I’m waiting, I’m waiting,’ you say, ‘not much new here.’ And then you dig a little deeper, and suddenly: A new stratum chuck full of chuck bones (must have been a Groundhog Day ritual.) And so it goes: stratum on stratum, layer on layer, crap on crap.

“So we have strings and strands and strata. We many have different layers, various strata... ‘or, as we say, stratavarius.’ CT! Go pluck out your guts and make a bow. What, strings? Ooops. Pluck out your beard and make a bow. Now go. Ok, where was I. Beard, guts, violins, violences, layers, devils food cakes, birthdays, newness... that’s it.

“There is always another level waiting, but you can’t go there until you’re ready. So sit back, ponder the latest.

“And remember, all physical representations are for the purpose of illustration and do not imply factual physical reality. Read the fine print.” (3/31/2006 - I#92)



"It’s Rikkity’s University, where in just 5 sessions you can become spiritually equipt... ‘and morally depraved.’ CT!

“The moral ambiguity of anything less than the whole: Because unless you are the All of All That Is, anything else is just situational because you don’t know the whole picture. So take that, you moral absolutists. How can your teeny little brains have conceit enough to think you know universals. And if you don’t know universals, how dare you judge anything, except in context.

"In context, everything makes sense. And beyond context, nothing makes sense except as part of the universal. Such pith.” (4/21/2006 - I#93)



"Now let’s quiz the wonder dog... ARF. Sandy... ARF... what is the meaning of life. Woof woof snap. O, nihilism... grrr... existentialism... grr... realism... arf. Sit... woof. Me, too? Sure, ok.

“It’s all an allusion. Life is just a metaphor, but it’s never a simile... I guess... or not. Like why? Because it’s not like anything else. But it can be sensed through reference to other things. So life is a bowl of cherries--delicious but it has its pits. But it is not like a bowl of cherries because it doesn’t have a bowl.

“If you try to expand your spiritual understanding by thinking what something is like, you don’t expand. But if you sense what reminds you of this spiritual that, then you can expand because you understand that the spiritual is infinite. Everything can point to everything else in a system, but not everything is like everything else in a system.

“Sunsets may connect you to sunrises and to starry nights, but they are not the same. A starry night is not a sunset. Ok, ponder that. Compare and contrast.” (4/23/2006 - I#94)



"Now, have you got it all straight? Strands of strings, woven in a matrix beyond time, connecting all points of reality. ‘Huh?’ CT! And without time, there is also no up or down, right or left, because the matrix has no edges.
Mobius reality: self-contained but organic. So it sustains itself and also is energized, but who knows how?

“Maybe God is the big independent variable which, in the end, turns out to be interdependent. Like a star without any system to receive the energy is not much of a star. Unless the energy goes somewhere else, the system explodes and poof is gone. Black holes: Former unused sources of energy... or not... or knot.

“And how can you tell a weave from a rat’s nest? You can’t. The universe does not depend on beauticians... even student beauticians. In other words, by our simple definitions of order, the universe is a mess if we could really see it. Such a mess! We see it as orderly because our sense of order only allows us to see the parts which fit our sense of order. I have pithed enough.” (5/4/2006 - I#95)



"Nothing is certain but death and faxes <grin> . So, do you risk or play it safe. Your lives hang on the answer (spiritual lives). If it is something you desire and don’t go for, you shut down the house of spirit.

“Sooo many get to the fork in the road and choose neither. Every time we opt for what our spirits tell us, we add a new layer of depth to our spirits--a sharpening of focus of a facet. Dull people have dull facets--the lines of identity get blurry. When we choose, we put things into focus. Ever notice how once a choice is made, everything seems clearer? That’s the realization of this. So opt, decide, choose. Don’t let things just happen. I am the master of my fate... ‘I am the captain of my rowboat’... CT.

“But know that you are creating the life you will learn from. Much easier to learn from what is chosen than from what is imposed. I think that’s enough. Pax Nabisco.” (9/9/2006 - I#96)




"See, nothing is uni-dimensional or even bi-dimensional. And if you don’t know all the dimensions, you can’t see whatever it is totally.

“So always, ask not what your object is, ask what dimensions of it you can’t see... or can tse tse (it’s a joke on the fly).

“So much of life is understood--or I should say misunderstood--because a dimension is missing. Or we don’t know it’s missing.

“Thinking outside the box means thinking without regard to a box shape or notion.

“So, when you have anything pinned down, take another look--so to speak--from another vantage. Think you have the perfect liberal answer, try looking at it with conservative eyes. Keep honing it. Test it from many perspectives. Test what you propose by doing what you propose.” (10/8/2006 - I#97)




"He wants to know what a cow was doing in a car on the interstate. You see, sometimes our spirits project an image which is very physical, and usually based on the pre-perceptions of the viewer. So he saw me as a Jersey cow and I said ‘No way, man, I’m a Holstein.’ Just a little tidbit passed off as banter.

“Pre-perceptions are what certain spiritual vibes were true in the physical world. So, I guess when he was near Jersey cows he experienced some energy that I then reminded him of. I am a cow. I identify myself as a homobovine. There are some spiritual vibes that I share with cudsuckers. Totems are not invented. But beware the dwarf and the albino.

“And each of us also shares some spiritual vibes with each and all classes of physical things. But you knew this, since each person shares spiritual vibes with a planet! If it’s true for planets, it’s also true for flora and fauna, and even elements. We feel most at home when we reside with those physical things we share spiritual vibes with. And this is true of everything--like grains. Some folks are wheat people and others rye.

“We live in webs of spiritual energy that is expressed in many forms. Enough. Seek, ponder, find. You already know. And some are more universally connected (hi, LD).

“Let go of dimensions. See the amorphous web of all patterns.” (10/20/2006 - I#98)



"Now, let me explicate. I said ‘vibes’ because if I used any other term you would hear it in physical terms. It is not physical, so don’t talk energy or substance or vibrational frequencies or polarities. Just think of connections without connections. Can’t see ‘em, can’t prove ‘em with science, but they be there and here and there... but not here. There. Is that clear?

“Ponder nonphysical connection. There will be a quiz on Tuesday. Ponder deeper, not just hide deep... moo.” (10/27/2006 - I#99)



"So, about this 'vibe' connection. Can’t measure it by the tools of the physical world. But the physical can sense it. Soulmates allude to this.

“Those connections of spirit are an untapped resource. And if and when you get glimpses of this, poof next level... and a free meal at KFC (Kentucky Fried Carma). It’s all transliteration.

“Love indicates but does not contain... hmmm. In this level, we get indicators but sense not the essence. We are pointed in the direction of experience and understanding, but not possession and comprehension. Already but not yet.” (11/3/2006 - I#100)



"It’s not sunny here because we’re not physical. Now, we have already learned that the physical is just a vehicle for the spiritual, but I think you are ready for something more. The spiritual is just the reflection of something else. And that something else is connected to strings and threads and etc.--patterns which are experienced spiritually but which are not spiritual.

“Yes, the spiritual transcends the physical, but something else transcends the spiritual, and I have no name for it because it is two steps beyond the physical realm of language. It can’t be expressed, only hinted at. And it grows in complexity toward wholeness, just as does spiritual thingies, but it is more than spiritual, yet spirit is part of it.

“Ponder that! Just when you thought that spirituality got you out of the traps of physicality, now I come and say you need to think beyond spirituality. In fact, spirit is as limiting a concept as physical in the fullness of being. And guess what, that 'something other' which transcends spirit is equally limited, so something transcends it. Yep, turtles all the way up and down.

“Total All. But at the same total, bits and pieces and expressions and reflections and whatevers and CTs... ‘Hi.’

“Ok, either the existence is infinite and so an infinite pattern of expressions, or finite and a finite set. But the experience of more than the one physical existence implies more than 1. And it’s either 1 or All. Can’t say it’s 382. 1 or All. And from any limited finite perspective, it is impossible to detect any real finite definitions. Just because you can describe the box you’re in doesn’t mean the box contains All, nor that your description describes reality. It only describes the box as y’all experience it. Don’t mistake the box for the All. And every box--until it is without dimensions--is only a piece of the All. Ponder this shit. I do. And so do most of my friends... but not him. ‘No, he doesn’t.’ I know. He just is, but maybe he gets it... or not.

“Guantanamera... just came to me. It is so hard being linear so we can talk. Vegematic... pet rock... complete set.

“It can’t be 9345. Solidarity forever, ‘cause once you admit to more than 1 dimension but you do not exist in All, you have a problem. You don’t know the extent beyond your own experience. Say you live in a valley. If that is all you take to exist, then that’s it: 1. But make the mistake of trekking up the mountain and looking out, if you see another valley with people in it, you can no longer say 1 but you have to say more than 1. And saying 2 is not good enough or honest because once you know it is not 1, you can’t say 382 or 9345. You have to say All, because from your box you can only speak about your box. Or if you sense that your box does not contain All, you have to speak about All. 1 or All. I hurt my spirit to consider this. So let’s just leave it there. ‘No, here.’ No, here. Put it down, CT. ‘Where.’ Here!

“Stretch the perceiving and reflective portions of your beings.” (11/11/2006 - I#101)



"So, how many different planes of being are there: physical, spiritual, and ? Here’s a real stumper: Since numbers relate to physicality, the answer is not a number. It’s not a word, but a perception, an idea, a notion... notions and needles, first floor.

“Just imagine what is beyond your ability to name and know--at least at this level. But amoebas can’t name and know banana splits. They stall out about one scoop, since they have no experience above 1.

“So we have a ten-base math system but three-toed sloths have a three based system and amoebas a one-based system... and LD, any system he wants. It is about numbers at a certain point, but not before or after that (using ‘before’ and ‘after’ in a totally incorrect way, but you know what I mean because that’s where use is).

“One of the reasons that some religions grow irrelevant is that they use symbol systems, like language, which no longer apply. Hebrew was great thousands of years ago, but not now. And Arabic has no root for the idea of democracy. And Illinoisians have no word for mountain and ‘upland’ doesn’t cut it.

“You can only truly experience what you have tools to name; the rest is speculative... I guess. So do you expand your edge of experience and look for ways to communicate it, or do you expand ways to communicate and see what experiences arise. Ponder that. Put it in a pot and simmer for 18 hours or until tender.

“Or to put it another way, can you force your body to digest a totally foreign substance, or does your body need to change so you can expand your diet. A sudden catastrophe, all normal foods are gone, who survives: those who adapt to what’s left or those already ready to digest what’s left. Chicken or egg? That’s enough.” (11/16/2006 - I#102)



"So we were walking along the strand, stringing some tourists. And yes, we get tourists here. Spirits of other entities are curious.
‘You’re curious, aren’t you, Daniel. I like that in you.’

"And I go check out other spiritual realities, too. Can’t say, because it’s beyond language. I would have to use something like a metaphor or a glowing simile. But I can’t... or won’t... or you’re not ready for it... or you can’t handle the truth. Just let it simmer.” (11/20/2006 - I#103)




"I was thinking about language. Ok, I wasn’t thinking because I have no brain, but I was doing deductive exercises of sensation... or whatever.

“Take a word. Now, that word has an identity but it also has a context. And it has an etymology with a provenance of other language bases. So amorous relates to love and to amo in Latin. And so it could be ‘I am feeling amorous now’ or it could be ‘I don’t give a damn how amorous you feel. Get lost.’

“And it also has side relations to other languages, such as amore... ‘When the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie, that’s amore’... and amour. And just as it is related to those, they also connect to the strand of amo running through history. But sometimes words in different languages are not from the same root. And sometimes they are just freaks of appropriation. Just figure how the word internet could get into Hebrew, but it has. Just an illustration of strands and strings and relations and patterns and evolving entities.

“There’s a reason we speak in this way, because language mirrors reality. We can’t see what we don’t have language for; true, but we can’t make reality with made-up words.
Newspeak will only last a short time. Just a Moo ramble. Ponder it... and why Pond’s soap is so good for your complexion. Can you put Pond’s cold cream in the microwave.

“People in different linguistic strands. So, you can think more like someone who speaks Spanish than Chinese, but less so than one who speaks British... and Cockney, guv ot don’t give us no botta, mon. Language, over entities, is more determinant than race.” (11/23/2006 - I#104)



"Entities are not physical. The universe is just one big idea... or not. Maybe it’s 1.37.

“We are all expressions of a concept, and that concept is being--which implies another universe of nonbeing. But that’s too much for now, but hinted at by
entropy.

“A hug can be an idea and still be a hug, just as a dog can be an idea and still be a dog... ARF.” (11/28/2006 - I#105)



"Things grab physical beings. Try dying. We can sense a chair, but not sit on it; it is and it’s not. Its concept we keep, not its substance. Aha, pith without planning.

“Ever see a practice pad, no sound. I learned in my spirit and the spirit of the piano... or the concept of the piano. You can think of things which do not exist but by whose concept you can experience. The idea of peanut butter sticks to the roof of your soul.

“Do not detachment, but lack of attachment--two different concepts. One pushes away and the other chooses not to grab. Affirm transience and know that what endures, what persists, is not physical... except for junk mail (just the idea, concepts you didn’t solicit). But letting go of what you have allowed to hold you brings new possibilities.” (1/8/2007 - I#106)



"Why is it that the so-called
Transcendentalists were still time bound and looked back at a more genuine past, when their own philosophy should teach that every moment is in each moment. They could understand this about a bit of the universal in every particular--as in, God in each of us--but they did not extend this to time or place. Pancake Transcendentalism, lacking dimensions.

“But it’s the same old story: Transcend the physical versus spiritual dualism in one area, but not in the rest.

“Now of course, at this level of complexity you’re not going to be able to do that, but you can prep. If you can have a training bra, why not a training spirit. Just because it doesn’t support anything yet doesn’t mean it won’t. Such pith. Or (in a more acceptable form) the words we learn at 6 or 7 do not yet open us to the works of the philosophers, but if we do not learn them even when we cannot use them for such lofty purpose, we will never reach those heights. By the time you are in eighth grade you have all the words you need to probe the universe, but it takes decades to be ready to use them in that way.

“So this level, like all levels, is a confirmation that you fulfilled the prior level, and it’s its own fulfillment, and it’s also preparation. Been there, doing this, getting ready for that. And if you don’t or can’t balance those three... well, you’ll get many chances.” (2/23/2007 - I#107)



"In the movie
The DaVinci Code, I liked the last scene with the multiple matrixes... or is it matrixi... ‘or is it mattress’... CT.

“Now, picture an infinite number of such layers and the layers running in all dimensions, and you’ve got a metaphor for existence. That’s all the pith. You can’t handle the pith, because it’s not physical, and you can’t even think it. It is beyond thought and touch, it is non-sensical. It’s essential, at the heart of being.” (2/28/2007 - I#108)




"Bodies are not all they’re cracked up to be. In fact, all physical entities are not what they’re cracked up to be. I keep talking... yeah yeah, I know I have no lips... about things in physical terms: levels of complexity and grids and matrixes, etc. But those are metaphors, not descriptions. Long ago, I talked about how a person from Place A would describe Place B but it would be in terms of Place A. I give you another example... no, I don’t, he does.

MCP: “Hi-a. You-a go-a to
Burano and you com-a home and tell people about her. You say-a ‘She’s got-a these pretty-a doors and all is color.’ But someone from Burano tells you about the man down the street and the fish market and the little garden. To them, the houses are the houses. See-a?"

“So every time you understand a model I share, go ‘Aha’ but also go ‘Yes, but that’s not really it.’ Like the many dimensional matrixes of being, which allowed you to see intersections and paths, but if I told you it was more like consommé, it would baffle you. ‘Huh... wha.’ But it is!

“Take a microscope to consommé and you see intricate patterns, but look away and see a broth that is itself in every delicious sip. ‘And now with 20% less salt’... C.T.!

“At your level, you see your level in very detailed physical terms, but step back and it’s all consommé. And which is it, details or consommé. It’s both! And a damn fine breathmint, too!

“Structures only support more structures, but the whole is! Get it. Probably not and probably so. The trick is to accept that the reality is beyond your models of it but your models embrace it.

“But be wary of those who put spirit in boxes and make everything physical. They aren’t wrong, but they aren’t right, either. I have decided that either will now be pronounced urther. Either way it’s true. Ok, I rescind my spiritual order and I’ll have a shake and fries. Just trying to bring some chaos to an ordered world. Bringing chaos to the world of presumption. Dr. Doubletalk, I presume. Why yes, I am Stanley, Mr. Stanley Steamer. Pulled the rug out from under him. Chaos is not disorder. Disorder implies order. Chaos does not presume. Chaos makes a good houseguest for the adventuresome... ARF... and Sandy.

“So there’s the pith and the dog... ARF. He’s a pith bull... grrrrr. He’s part pith bull and part retriever and mostly setter... woof... hooowwwlll... and a little coyote.” (3/20/2007 - I#109)




"Well, we’re just not sitting (no bodies), talking (no lips and mouth) about the bodily resurrection of Jesus. Did you know we have no storage here. Where did he put it. This is spirit. So he arrives and says ‘Hey guys, what’s up. I’ve got this body he made me take with me. What do I do?’ Damned if we knew. You can’t leave it here. ‘O.’ And so the infinite wise one misses the boat. But wait, this is just a lesson from beyond... ooooOOOOoooo. So he couldn’t have brought his body. And another manufactured myth bites the dust we don’t have here. We also don’t have chimichangas. Damn! But we can pretend we do. And he can pretend he has his body. ‘And he calls it Loretta.’ No no, CT!

“And now, the news from angels: They are just spirits like you and me... but not him. Since they have no bodies, people imagine flight, but nooooo. ‘They are faster than a speeding bullet.’ Wait, wait, give that man a gag... mmmmmm. What. Mmmmmm. Ok. They can’t and don’t fly, they flit--spiritual flitting. I’ve got a flitting headache. Flit you!

“Much of our nonphysicality is perceived as superhuman abilities. Not the same, not by the hair on your chinnie-chin-chin. When I say ‘angels are light on their feet,’ I don’t mean feet nor light. Ok, no mass; just energy. And when the energy becomes mass, you are physical. But the sum of spirit and physic are 1. And you don’t ever ever ever want to be all physical--which implies, until the ultimate oneness, you don’t ever ever ever want to be totally spiritual, either.

“Spiritual evolution: Becoming a small little speck--as opposed to a big speck--of matter. Read
John 1:1 to 3. It is hinted, but then they go off on this Jesus rap. Word; word becomes matter; matter becomes spirit. Eternal struggle for stability of each, resolved when all becomes spirit--which is to say word, breath, spirit, same. I do go on and on. ‘She does... mmmmmm.’” (4/8/2007 - I#110)



"Let’s put it all together: Strings and strands and noodles... o, haven’t I mentioned noodles. Noodles are dried strands which, when enriched with meaning, swell. So, they can look quite insignificant but then, in other conditions, they are humongous--amazons of flowing reality.

“Some strands are bound and some are noodles, and together they create arrays and fabrics and quilts of possibility. And it’s like one big mishmash with a pattern. And meaning is in there, but it’s not anywhere but only everywhere. And the pattern is projected on it because it can’t have a pattern because patterns rely on points, and I made a point about that. So it’s a mishmash of strands and strings and noodles which appears to have a pattern but is really a continuum of meaning--flowing in the ever-changing intersections. And that’s the whole of it and I’m done and I retire! ARF. He does, too.

“Noodles swell just like the
LIE gets bigger about 2am without changing size. It is functionally bigger, while a back country lane always seems the same--even on Sunday afternoons with the tourists. So, ponder that!” (6/8/2007 - I#111)



"Pondering for Points. If one proceeds along the trajectory of the known, and never pauses for some reflection; if someone keeps on the move constantly, the great intersections which might have been may never happen.

“Right now there is a nexus which might include you in a deeply meaningful way, but if you proceed toward goals and connections already perceived, the string which might pass through your strand may just forever remain a parallel possibility but not a reality.

“Yes, yes, yes I know, in the fullness of being all the nexuses... or is it nexi... will be real, but maybe what you need now is right there if you weren’t striving to get somewhere else. The name of the game is connections, not motion.

“Sometimes the rushing river must become the tranquil pool, or else it will only be an erosive entity.

“That’s worth 27 points.” (6/26/2007 - I#112)

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